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jiaqian
→ fangirl. insane. beware.

→ am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting.

→ this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for.

→also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously.

→ profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions?

→ slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated.




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    Monday, February 07, 2011
    ► anonymous letters part 3.
    to the beautiful girl with the killer thighs,

    you are dropd ead gorgeous. when you walked into class and flipped your hair so perfectly i was momentarily stunned. my eyes were drawn to you. you have charisma, girl. don't ever lose it.

    love,
    the girl who envies you.

    to the boy that hates carrots,

    oh my. you were a surprise. it was entirely by accident that i stumbled onto you, and i'm glad that i did. you are my replacement for the father of one. you are a healthier obsession.

    love,
    the girl who hates carrots

    to you.

    quite honestly i don't know what to do with you. should i let myself fall or should i not? i don't want to be just another grain of sand. i want to be the ocean.

    love,
    hesitant and confused.

    to yoon leader.

    you're a naughty little bitch that sneaks into my dreams and lays down unrealistic hopes. i still hope you visit my dreams more often.

    love,
    the girl blinded by stars.

    to prince charming,

    i'm waiting.


    love,
    your frog-ette.

    ps.
    to cupid,

    i need to have a word with you.

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    epik till the death of me; 8:18 PM


    Thursday, October 07, 2010
    ► anon letters part 2.
    to mysterious boy #1,

    they're trying to find out your identity. they'll never know. kekeke.

    love,
    the girl who creeps.

    to scandalized girl,

    it doesn't matter if you did it. it's in the past. i still love the fuck out of you. may you stay strong and may your career survive.

    love,
    forever your wannabe.

    to my other half halfway around the world,

    i wish i could be more supportive. you send me snail mail and postcards and i return nothing. i promise that i'll shower you with mail come december, just in time for christmas and your birthday.

    love,
    j.

    to tajinyo

    up yours.

    not so much love,
    epik high to the death of me.

    to father of one,

    it doesn't matter that you have a family, or that you're on hiatus, or that the world is doubting you when you're innocent. respect lasts forever, and honour shines true in times of turbulence.

    love,
    half-life.
    to the one with the messed up sleep schedule,

    look. buck up, alright? grow some self confidence. and for god's sake, shut the hell up.

    love,
    the girl who's fed up.
    >/p>
    to santa claus,

    please send me doojoon with a bow around his neck. only a bow around his neck.

    love,
    the girl who wants to believe.

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    epik till the death of me; 10:55 PM


    Wednesday, February 10, 2010
    ► unsent letters part i
    idea taken from someone in my f-list.

    to the boy with the curly hair,

    i could fall in love with you. you seem to be perfect, and with the sweetest attitude to match. too bad you're out of my reach.

    love,
    the girl with the black dress.

    to the boy halfway around the world,

    make up your mind, kid. and stop stringing us along.

    love,
    impatient and frustrated.
    to bbangjeom,

    cheer up, sweetheart. screw life and smile a little. contrary to what you think, the world doesn't hate you. so smile and remember that someone cares.

    love,
    concerned.

    to beijingfriedrice,

    idiot.

    and happy belated birthday, you fool.

    love,
    the girl who rolls her eyes too much.
    to snsd fanboys everywhere,

    look, i'll gladly fangirl snsd with you,
    just not yoona, okay? JUST NOT YOONA.

    love, the girl who loves younha not yoona.

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    epik till the death of me; 10:56 PM