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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Sunday, May 31, 2009 ★ you stare transfixed as his fingers move daintily across the contrasting keys of the piano. and then he shoots you a smile that doesn't reach his eyes and you want nothing more than to hold him to you burying your face in the nape of his neck breathing in------------- there's an abrupt stop to the piano and when you look up he's gone and you only catch a glimpse of his shadow dancing across the floor. your heart would be broken if you even had one in the first place. Labels: wordspit. epik till the death of me; 1:07 PM Wednesday, May 27, 2009 took a little personality test. In a nutshell, I'm a narcissistic histrionic with a morbid sense of humor. sounds about right :D btw, symptons of being histrionic: * Needs to be the center of attention * Rapidly-shifting and shallow emotions * Exaggerates friendships * Overly-dramatic, occassionally theatrical speech * easily influenced; highly suggestible oh ♥ epik till the death of me; 9:35 PM Friday, May 22, 2009 i have to start realizing that other people i know can create brilliant things too. on an unrelated note, here's navi singing a remixed version of one of my favourite songs, lies. she's awesome and i love her. refreshing remix. epik till the death of me; 9:45 PM Friday, May 15, 2009 
i solemnly promise to stop ragging on kibum. i will no longer call him "the useless member that has the personality of chewed gum".
epik till the death of me; 2:37 PM Sunday, May 10, 2009 should stop listening to k-indie when i'm home alone. makes me sappy. speaking of which, i really like vodka rain's 숙취. then again, i like everything. (not the haptic songs or the junjin album or the mc mong songs though. huh.) Tablo touches Hyukjae's back, moving his fingers across his back. It sends a shiver down Hyukjae's spine. "I'm trying to find your wings," Tablo says, as if that explains everything. His fingers run across Hyukjae's shoulder blade and down to his lower back, feeling the grooves carved into the muscles. Hyukjae doesn't even pretend to understand because he stopped trying ages ago, from the first hello, did you know that if you go 4 days without sleep, you create the most intense, most beautiful music?more here epik till the death of me; 10:29 PM Wednesday, May 06, 2009 fuck. is it even normal to be feeling this sick after a week? i cough until my knees go week and i'm dizzy, that can't be good. my 'rents are going to america. they'll reach hollywood on the 8th. THE HOLLYWOOD BOWL IS ON THE 9TH. damn. as for the two weeks without adult supervision... they leave when exams start and return when its over. oh joy, now not only do i have the stress of exams over me, i have to figure out what to eat eveyday. epik till the death of me; 10:44 PM Tuesday, May 05, 2009 죽을것 같아. you turn a cocooned soul into a butterfly and I, lose control, can never turn aside you shine like summer skies, like when a lover lies next to me and says to me you make me wonder why you are a beautiful mystery every note carved into musical history epik till the death of me; 11:34 AM |