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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Tuesday, July 31, 2007 Thank you, suju fans in korea who neveer fail to tarnish the image of suju fans everywhere. After the indirect murder incident last time, they make headlines again. Here we go again. Another innocent person is attacked by idol worshiping fans aka SuJu fans. Figure skater Kim Yeon-ah became the victim of latest SuJu fan’s cyworld attack when Lee Teuk mentioned that she refused his cyworld friend invitation (일촌) during School of Rock. As I write this post, there were more than 2,000 hateful comments written by SuJu fans on Kim’s cyworld minihompy. I was asking for too much when I sincerely hoped that Elves’ apology letter after Lee Eun Ji’s suicide was more than “hey I apologized and my conscience is clear” kind of deal. It’s been less than two months since Lee Eun Ji’s tragically ended her own life after suffering from malicious comments written by the so-called Elves and another cyworld attack has started… When i read it, I went "haha, poor eeteuk, and MOVED ON." Yeah, thats what NORMAL fans do. You do not go and find out the girl's minihompy and leaving thousands of hateful messages. There were so many antifans that her minihompy became the most visited one on that day. Ona brighter note: Monstrous New Group" Big Bang's Documentary "Real Docu. Big Bang" will be aired in 15 other countries which will help them to debut in other asian countries. "Real Documentary Big Bang" will be aired through MTV SEA in 15 countries starting August 10th. "Real Docu. Big Bang" started in MTV KOREA based on the strict training process of a 5 member group named Big Bang from YG Entertainment. The documentary that was made by YG ENTERTAINMENT themselves shows the strict training process unlike other training show programs that gets aired for the fun of it. It showed the hardship and the passion they had to become a singer. Also, they introduced a revolutionary "Internet TV" and had over billions of views in just two weeks. It definatly showed the popularity of Big Bang. Since "Real Docu. Big Bang" was aired through the internet, everyone from Asia, America, and Europe were able to view which formed non-korean fan clubs too. "Real Docu. Big Bang" will be aired in Singapore, HongKong, Malaysia, Thailand, Vietnam, Myanmar, Cambodia and other asian countries.OMG I SCREAMED SO LOUD~~~~~ did i wake up the nieghbours? cause its now 7.30 in the morn. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MALAYSIA IS IN THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY~~~ KPOP IN MSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! calm down. calm down. okay, not working. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH epik till the death of me; 8:34 AM Sunday, July 29, 2007 Okay, what the fuck is mystery six? I watched episode 1 2 3 already and suju in it doesn't seem like the suju i like. Donghae gets terrorised, which makes me squirmy. Their language is kinda rough in it and I don't know how to explain it, they're just different. The humour is a bit more subtle. I can understand why, since its supposed to be horror. As far as I know, theres a revengeful ghost bothering Donghae. I'm still confused about it because its filmed in the way of a reality show even though the entire thing is fake. They make it seem so real, even showing Shiwon filming Spring Waltz and them rehearsing for Mnet Countdown and showing random actors/backstage workers. And they do random things like in sjfh, having mock cooking shows and feeding hyukjae strange objects. Oh, and the lighting in the show sucks. Its not as creepy as I thought it would be. Its not as funny as I thought it'll be either. weeee. Ignore that ^ The internet is being stupid. I will write fanfics and photohop all night epik till the death of me; 9:16 PM Saturday, July 28, 2007 I have a lot of pent up fangirling but i choose to release it at the forums so the posts here are awfully short. Okay, here goes, one by one. 
Okay, Eunhae? Pawns all. They even sleep together for gods sake. In a non-homosexual, completely innocent way of course. 0=) Yeah, we believe you.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FTISLAND ON SUKIRA AND CHUNJI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FT AND SUJU SHOULD TOTALLY COLAB~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 
Sungmin scares me. He's more cuddly than scary, but he CAN be scary. he's going to make some innocent little child dream of scary pink homosexual monsters
Nice to know CK is still the prefered brand of korean boys *nods*
Donghae wears them, Eunhyuk wears them -look they share underwear!-, Hankyung wears them, Shiwon wears them.. Yunho wears Levis though. I have boxer radar!
homg. gorgeousness. he looks like a doll.
5.07/24 HeeChul’s CY msg 00:02
Yo ManYo touch guy You mother father I’m a boy You are a girl How are you I’m fine thank you and you I’m fine too Nice to meet you Nice to meet you too he made me veeeery happy =) epik till the death of me; 10:21 PM Friday, July 27, 2007 Its 8 o'clock in the morning and I'm online, nevermind the fact that I have a Livingskills exam later covering business and woodwork and electronics and I can't tell an anode from a cathode despite the fact that it was part of the topics covered in the science test yesterday. Phew, long sentence. I now have Se7en's lalala and Boa's Girl on Top remix and all those other remixes playing with the bass being incredibly loud. Yes, I AM trying to wake the entire neighbourhood. Oh, forgot one thing. New debuted bands *cough*supergirls, T Max*cough* suck.
AND, ANgels by the TRAX is the nicest song in the world =) I love their ballads. Oh yeah, watch the Micheal learns to rock/shinhyesung collab. And put songs in my phone. And ridicule supergirls -wait, i already did that- epik till the death of me; 8:47 AM Wednesday, July 25, 2007 if I called you up crying and told you that my little sister was deathly ill and needed a bone marrow transfusion and would you mind going for a test to see if you're compatible, would you go? No? I guess so. I know I wouldn't. Bone marrows HURT and I have a huge fear of hospitals. I guess I need more friends like Sungmin's. Yes, his friend, a comedian, actually agreed. I love idol World. epik till the death of me; 8:58 PM Tuesday, July 24, 2007 Tell me what white summer christmas means again? white christmas? summer? white chrsitmas in summer? hm, i should stop wondering what dongbang's english lyrics mean. "more than reflection of disaster" is my fav! Or.. "bling bling ball" because there's suju! Kibum+Donghae+shiwon+Kihae+wonhae=the best reality show ever!!!! but they just had to throw in that model~ Oh and rawr, donghae makes me shiver. Just watching the 7 minute preview of the movie, seeing hae hold the camera~~ Oh fuck it, they're all hot. KANGIN took off his shirt~ Donghae and shindong is heechul's posse while hyukjae is kangin's. The movie actually got good reviews, but we can't speak so soon. Anyway, lets pat the boys on their heads for a good job done. You desever a cookie! An extra large one for kyuhyun! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE~ -what a pathetic fangirl- epik till the death of me; 8:33 AM Saturday, July 21, 2007 Mmm, vodka makes my throat feels so warm as it slides down my throat.It feels even fuzzier in my tummy. Cherry flavoured vodka is the best out of all the flavours I've tasted. Underage drinking. Heh. epik till the death of me; 10:06 PM
► Its been a long time, a week to be exact. Okay, so a week isn't a long time, but because my social life revolves around the computer, a week is a REALLY long time. I haven't even had time to write fanfiction on the computer. I waste a lot of time writing it down by hand, but somehow I never got around to posting them up to sjfh. I've only posted two so far. Off to write fanfiction~! Btw, Suju's movie got good reviews. shocking.  Am i too mean to my idols? epik till the death of me; 9:22 PM Friday, July 20, 2007 Just to show you Im still alive. Will be back to update a long long long post epik till the death of me; 9:23 AM Friday, July 13, 2007 Music is my life by epik high, featuring Kwill, is a brilliant song. I LOVE it. Whoever said Epik high could get annoying is right though. They have the same music styles. Well, so does SGwannabe, in fact. Epik's album is just like one endless song, no offense. I'm not bashing Epik or anything, I'm trying to get into their music, in fact, because I think tablo is LOVE. Labels: epik high epik till the death of me; 9:02 AM Wednesday, July 11, 2007 My headache worsened so i didn't go to school. Gr.. I'm feeling fragile today. Must be the sleepless night of moaning in pain, hours of naps and more hours of korean dramas. The positive comments I've recieved on my fanfics are encouraging me to be happY! epik till the death of me; 6:13 PM Tuesday, July 10, 2007 I feel pouty. Apart from being the new owner of two soft toys, I still feel pouty. Rawr. how to stop feeling pouty? I know, make a list! Everyone loves lidts, right? No? Oh well. 1. I am drinking shandy. It was a struggle not to grab the three bottles of vodka instead but I have a huge headache i do not want to worsen. 2. Shit, did I mention it really really hurts? 3. I am slightly disturbed yet turned on by all the things posted on LJ. 4. Jaejoong in drag, even though photoshopped -or not-, scares me. He's too damn pretty. 5. I'm bored of this list thing. 6. Why am i cursing so much? 7. I need Eunhae/ Kihae fluff. epik till the death of me; 9:17 PM Monday, July 09, 2007 one word. livejournal. fanfics. ahahaha. thats two words. ohmygod the GHEI. Heh. Me like. Suju! Orgy. muahaha. haha. hah. Wee~ Pervert. *shoots self* I'm on crack! pats self on the back. happy birthday! epik till the death of me; 11:19 PM
► Tomorrow, the 10th of July, is a special day for two reasons, one, this princess here was born on that day. Two, my prince charming, aka Prince Kim heechul, who is arrogant and quite possibly prettier than me, was also born on that day. If we marry, it'll be perfect! Nevermind the 11 year difference. I bet I'll have trouble persuading him to wear the tuxedo instead of the wedding dress, though I dare say he'll look prettier than me anyway. "No, Heechul, you are a guy. You wear the tuxedo. No way am I wearing the tuxedo." Its okay, baby, we can BOTH be brides. 
*rolls eyes* I KNOW you love me, but please, just spare me a moment with Heechul. You are constantly demanding my attention! You'll always be my number one, okay, sweetie? Commere and gimme a hug.epik till the death of me; 10:20 PM Saturday, July 07, 2007 I am spazz happy. I lost my ability to form complete sentences. And now i shall spazz. HAENGBOK MV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS STILL CRAP BUT DONGHAE CRACK KILLS!!! HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE PAIRED WITH HIS MELT WORTHY VOICE~! PLUS, SHIWON IS AFTER HIM! *SPAZZES AND DIES* at the beggining of the mv, i was like, well isnt that gay. im still having trouble processing sungmin's hairstyle though. But his expression is LOVE. i hardly ever see hankyung acting like a girl. AAH!!!!!!!!! HANKYUNG IS SIMPLY LOVE IN THIS MV!!!! AND DONT LET ME GET STARTED ON KIBUM!!!! and the heechul/shindong kiss! FREE HUGS? $%##^% lucky girls. i wanna kill those girls who hugged them. Rawr. epik till the death of me; 9:59 PM Friday, July 06, 2007 Kyuhyun baby is out from the hospital! I contributied to the forums by translating chinese news into english ^^ The spice girls are reuniting. I was a fan when I was small, I can't remember when exactly, but I was around the age of 6. I certainly won't be a fan again, but it'll be interesting to see how they flop, i mean, to see them together again. It kinda amazed me how much I've change. Of course, I was an innocent little six year old then. Now, as you can obvioulsy see from my posts, I am far from innocent. Innocent girls don't wish to kidnap certain boys and kiss the living daylights out of them. Somethings wrong with Kihae. In a recent sukira photoshoot, Donghae kinda pushed him away. He just walked passed and tried to keep Kibum from holding him back and from the look on Donghae's face it was like "Don't worry about it, I don't want to talk about it anymore," kind of thing. Then again, it may be due to the fact that hae kept hugging shiwon. I was like, aw, sweet shihae. ... er, you can let go now. ... anytime now? Kibum, of course, took revenge by hugging yesung. Ah, sweet gay jealousy. Hae accidently flipped off the photographer. =D Oh, and you know the popsseoul blogger? HE HAS MY DREAM JOB. I love his/her sense of humour. Though insulting, I like him/her! Plus, they have the cast of the malgopi mv as their skin, that means heechul, kangin, yoochun <3 and shindong! epik till the death of me; 9:19 PM Wednesday, July 04, 2007 A friend of mine started reading my posts lately -She's probably reading it now, HI!-so I went and reread them myself. One note: I never wrote those. I will never admit I wrote those. Some of the members in Super Junior are quite cute.. But not the fat guy, ShinDong or something? Their song, miracle is nice. They're cute but i am NOT going to go crazy over ANOTHER Korean band, since I don't understand them and all..See? I never could've written that. I LOVE SUJU. I DIDN'T WRITE THOSE. *Shakes head in denial* Its actually pretty amazing how much my English has improved -or much innocence I've lost- over the last year. See? One good thing about being into korean boys, I go to forums everyday and post everyday and hence, improve my Englsih. I read all those fanfics, improve my vocabulary, and lose most of my innocence along the way. Its about time I grew up anyway. A small price to pay, I think. epik till the death of me; 10:21 PM Tuesday, July 03, 2007 Someone complimented my fanfic in SJFH! I feel warm and fuzzy inside! She said ILU! she felt like a bunny! I love bunnies! I should write more fluff instead of angst. I wrote a ryeowook one. He's mentally disturbed. I need help. epik till the death of me; 8:36 PM
► The last thing I need is another band to fangirl over, but I couldn't resist FTIsland. Why? 5 15 to 17 year olds, with INSTRUMENTS. And they happen to look FREAKING ADORABLE AND CUTE. Because of how they looked, I labeled them as [xing/battle boyband] and put them aside. But then I saw them sing live. Boys+instruments=me as a puddle of goo on the floor epik till the death of me; 9:10 AM Sunday, July 01, 2007 Its been one year and one month since I've first posted. But theres more important things to be said today, like HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY WINGLESS ANGEL TEUK! epik till the death of me; 11:29 AM |