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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Tuesday, January 30, 2007 I just got the Rain concert pictures. All 600 of them. When you give a girl a camrea when Rain is on stage, the girl won't give a **** about the camera and just simply take photos. As a result, 90% aren't clear. Still, i was like... *faint* epik till the death of me; 7:58 AM Sunday, January 28, 2007 I don't feel like writing about Rain's concert. Not that I didn't like it, I LOVED it. The lights, the huge LCD screens the BRILLIANT sound effects, the lasers, the dance.. EVERYTHING! But when the high effect wears off, its like drugs or alcohol, I don't remember much. A day has passed, the high wore off and tomorrows Monday, I say I have good reason to feel unhappy. My sis' friend has a VERY clear fancam of the entire concert(we took turns holding the video cam) if she lets me, maybe I'll post it up on Youtube. We were maybe about 500 metres away from the stage so it was really clear. The opening was cool, first there's these water splashing effects, then an animated submarine and lots of other effects, then the REAL submarines appears for like 10 seconds, bursts of fireworks come up and the submarine just disappears, Rain comes up from the ground. I screamed so freaking loud. My throat hurts. Rain teases his fans. "From now on, I'll call you my babies, is that alright? Having fun, my babies? I love you, my baby." I went balistic, like all the other fans. His English is hard to understand because of his accent but overall its alright. I got loads of rain goodies. Posters, mouse pads, post cards, magazines... I'll write more about Bi later. i'm lazy. The icing on the most perfect day of my life(I doubt dbsk will be able to top this. then again, I love DBSK but i only LIKE rain), the really really cute guy who hosts the AEC Korean/Japanese hour was there.. And he smiled at me~ He's sooo adorable! Labels: fan account epik till the death of me; 9:09 PM Friday, January 26, 2007 Jaejoong happy birthday! I HATE SIMON SAN! God, he has the most annoying voice ever. They got SUJU and DBSK to do radio message for his show(Changmin speaks such perfect chinese. Hae's English is just love. Kyung,SPEAK MORE CHINESE). Simon calls all the stars like "Ah rain" like he's very familiar with them and all the news on his show are days old. The plus side of his show,they play at least 2 songs each of SJ, Rain and DBSK. Hate him. On a brighter note, Ricky is due to debut. Yeah, Micky's cute little brother. At first I thought Ricky was better looking than Micky. Now I don't think so. Rain's third album sucks. Actually his second was no better. Rain's world is a HUGE improvement. After listening to Its Raining, Se7en was a big relief. Finally, something catchy. I've listened to Se7en TWICE and I can sing along, I've listened to Its Raining 5/6 times and I stil can't recognise the songs. What is it about DBSK's Japanese MVs? It makes them look cheap and retarded. The dance is lame, Sky's rap.. Step by Step's FAKE BACKGROUND. epik till the death of me; 10:15 AM Wednesday, January 24, 2007 I'm watching MVs/performances of all the songs to find which parts are Hae's parts so I can recognise his voice. He starts You Are The One, my favourite Suju song! Sungmin had a LOT of parts. That was before a certain Q came in. It should be SRY, not KRY. Sungmin has lots of reason to dislike Kyu. In a brighter note, Kyu has a bed! Teuk announced it on Sukira. epik till the death of me; 8:10 AM Tuesday, January 23, 2007 Damn. Hot DJs should never dance to Sexy Back. Does Hyukjae even know what he's lipsynching to? *I'll let you whip me if I misbehave~" I wonder, if he knows more lyrics of the song than I do, why does his English suck? AND TEUK'S WAVE DANCE. *NOSEBLEEDS* Its true what someone said. Korean celebs are all learning Japanese. LEARN ENGLISH. Gah! Donghae on rollerskates. DONGHAE ON A MOTORBIKE! I love Mnet Starwatch. If only I knew what they were talking about. It doesn't matter though. I've watched it 5 times. He's not in the Tictoc performance and when the other boys were rehearsing, he was hiding in the back dancing along. You can tell he really wants to join them. Tell me Donghae isn't the most precious thing. Plus, there's Eunhae spousal abuse in there. Eunhae, even though slightly abusive, lives! Shiwon, let my over-sugared Donghae drink his cola already. Hae wants cola. Shiwon won't let him. Hae tries to grab cola with clueless innocent expression on his face. Shiwon sees the camera and immediately gives cola to Hae. Hae drinks it with this ADORABLE expression on his face. was watching MNET Countdown tictoc performance on Korean Wave the other day and I was wondering why Hyukjae ran down stage. Now I watched Starwatch and I realised Jae ran down stage to touch HAE! Poor Hae, he really wants to dance. He says "neh patu!"(my part) and dances along. *Giddy at Eunhae discovery. Ignore me* And after they finished the dance, while MC Teuk and Kangin was talking, Sungmin stuck out his tongue at Donghae and threathened to throw a snowman soft toy to Hae. Hae held out his hands. The video cuts to Suju going backstage and Hae is holding the snowman and laughing happily. Hae you cutie. epik till the death of me; 8:31 AM Saturday, January 20, 2007 Hae you little magician. How cute are you? Where did you learn magic? Well yeah they're pretty amatuer but still. Nice to see he doesn't look so tired anymore. epik till the death of me; 12:04 PM Wednesday, January 17, 2007 Mnet's top 10 best couples. Guess who made the cut. *grin* 1. GOD : Son Ho Young + Yoon Kye Sang Why them? 2. TVXQ: Yoon Ho + Jae Joong Oh yes! Jaeho! 3. H.O.T : Tony + Jang Woo Hyuk They're DISBANDED 4. Shinhwa: Eric + Shin Hye Sung I prefer ricdy. *sniffs* 5. Fly To The Sky: Fany + Brain 6. Super Junior: Kang In + Lee Teuk mommy and daddy! Happy birthday daddy! 7. SS501: Kim Hyun Joong + Heo Young Saeng 8. TVXQ: Yoo Chun + Jun Su Yoosu lives~ 9. Super Junior: Eun Hyuk + Dong Hae Eunhae should've gotten 2nd, after jaeho. 10. G.O.D: Danny + Kim Tae Woo Teuk is 10 years older tha me. *sniff* Did you know that out of 10 songs in suju's album, only OVER and WAY FOR LOVE is original? isn't that a bit risky? They're a new boyband. They're a new 13 member boyband. They're a new 13 member boyband with weak vocals AND unoriginal songs. epik till the death of me; 8:32 AM Tuesday, January 16, 2007 The things in my wishlist keep getting erased. I bought the Boys in City photobook. Its not the Korean version but there's no subs in the DVD so I figure its the same thing. The ammount of brands captured in the pictures are amazing. If they gave money to each of them, Sm would be broke! Tough, Mcdonalds, Hotlink, Nokia, Watsons, Julies and get this: some guy named Mr Lee's tuition. Shindong posed in front of the announcement. They didn't even censor the phone number. Suju boys posed in the middle of the road when the light was red. I call it suicide but they can call it whatever they want ^^ 
Its so sad. i'm mental. i could be going down the street or in class and I'll just grin or giggle suddenly. Mental mental mental.epik till the death of me; 8:25 AM Monday, January 15, 2007 Why is Kyu so popular all of a sudden!!! i've accepted the fact that hae will always be popular but Kyu? Lets see. things about Kyu- -Kyu doesn't have a bed. He says its because he's a magnae but Kangin insisted its because of lack of space. -One time kangin came back from his schedule and found kyuhyun sleeping in this Dunkin donut tent. Kyu was angry when they threw it away -Kyuhyun, without his tent, sleeps with Sungmin. I doubt Sungmin, who won't even wake up when you pour water inside his mouth,will notice someone crawling into his bed. -Kyu has a cinamaroll phone strap. -Kyumin were on sukira and they started talking about Kyuhyun's 'bed issue' again. And then Hyukjae said 'bed CF',so Kyuhyun sang a 'CM song' for his bed CF based on Suju's Believe. He thought of it ON THE SPOT. CINAMAROLL JAZZ BABY YOU"RE SO SMART! 침대를 만날 수 있었던건 행운이죠~ 곁에만 있어도 웃을 수 있게만드니까요~ 침대가 저 멀리 있어도 찾을 수 있어요. 내 안에 침대가 미소를 짓고 있으니까 I was so lucky to able to meet bed because bed would make me smile/laugh by just being near me~ I could find bed even if it goes far away. Because bed is smiling inside of me -Kyumin is a very nice couple. But i'm sure you knew that Okay.. So there's not much to now about Kyu. But I can list random facts about other people. -Hae looks great as a girl. 
Thees so many things going on in hereThis post is definately not done. I'll edit it some other day. epik till the death of me; 9:19 AM Sunday, January 14, 2007 Yes, its booked. The tickets to Rain's concert I mean. Coincidentally, Leehom will be going to times Square on the 27th to promote HIS concert. I cannot go to neither Leehom's concert or promo. The stupid LBT(Larian Bersama twelveans) is also on the 27th. I already made up my excuse: "Cikgu, cannot lar. Pagi pergi Leehom, malam pergi Rain. Mana ada masa pergi LBT? Cikgu tau la, mereka damn hot." Yeah, I'm insulting the teacher's use of broken malay. Now I'm downloading his songs like crazy because i only know 4/5 of his songs. Can I memorise his songs in 13 days? epik till the death of me; 2:55 PM Friday, January 12, 2007 Grr... Fans are so crazy. They went to Donghae's daddy's funeral to ask for signatures, they scratched the members faces in a hurry to get their signatures... Shouldn't they be loving, caring and supporting their idols, instead of throwing things at them or trying to hurt them just to say "Oh, I got to touch them!" or some other kind of odd fantasy? I mean, I think that if I had to choose between coming into contact with them in that sort of way or having them just be plain safe and healthy, I'd choose the second. I'm serious. You know, if Yunho learned 3 more languages, 4 more instruments, got accepted to Harvard, learn how to sing in tune, learn how to sing, he could be the next Leehom! Am I too harsh? Maybe so, but you can't deny its true. I mean, I LOVE Yunho, but there can never be perfection as seen in leehom. At Leehom's concert, you're guaranteed a live one but Dongbang's dancing kinda makes it impossible. Change of topic again! The feeling of listening to a CD for the first time is always weird. I haven't even listened to my Christmas Gift from Dongbangshinki yet. I don't need to, I have all the songs. Some songs you don't really like in the beggining but end up loving it later on. I'm very easily influenced by comments I read. Like Balloons. I didn't really like it at first(GASP! HOW COULD I?) but then everyone was swooning about it so somehow I started loving it and look at me now. Another change. The amazing powers of the synthesizer.. It did wonders for Jang lirin's voice. You've heard her sing live. Her voice covers my poor Junsu's voice. And her "Its a snow fantasy.. YEAAAAH~" in Snow Dream was just plain... *thinking of nicer way to describe horrific* Oh, I get to go to Rain's concert, the RM200 tickets, but I'm not the one paying so *shrug* epik till the death of me; 11:09 PM Thursday, January 11, 2007 Leehom's coming to Malaysia. And as everyone already knows, Rain is coming too(If you don't, have you been hiding under a rock?) Most importantly, DONGBANGS coming to Malaysia. I missed it once and I will NOT miss this one. Its one of those resolutions I made. You know, lose weight, go to a concert, marry Donghae.I wonder if Suju will be their concert guest. I think they'll get newcomers like Jang lirin(She can sing ALL her songs, and thats like 3 songs?) but I really really hope they get suju. I mean, the audience are all girls , so they should get MALE performers instead of female performers, right? I can only go to ONE because I'm buying my own ticket and I can only afford one FRONT ROW seat. Rain is out of the question. I was listening to leehom's concert CD and he sang 遥远的东方有一条龙 and the only thing i heard was 东方(神起) so its quite clear who I like better. Wait, can you see the Chinese? 东方神起 <-Chinese ゑえれゑッふぇ<-Japanese 동해오빠사랑해<-Korean Can all of them be read? someone tell me please... epik till the death of me; 9:50 PM Tuesday, January 09, 2007 I woke up at 7 because the annoying birds outside my window made it impossible to sleep and when i went downstairs my brother was already online. Sneaking online is a family thing! Suju's supposed schedule: Feb: New single April: Ballad mini album July: 2nd album If its true, I'm so hyped right now. Donghae ya, why are you so cute? 15. Ideal girl: It could be you who's reading this right now ^ ^ ; {me: DIES} 9. Hobbies: To listen to Cinderella's ( HeeChul ) gossip 24. My bad qualities: The fact that I can't be a citizen on the planet BangWheeDaeHuLweh --^{me:*spazzing*VJGJJDTDYYFJF!} 26. What you want to do right now: I want to see KiBum but he's not coming T_T ~~{me: KIHAE!}< 27. A kid you like: A kid that's like a kid ^ ^ 31. Drinking capacity: Beer is always N O ! ! {he wrote no in english >0< so cute T.T} 11. When you're the happiest: When I write in my diary ~ {me: If only i had that diary... He could do the jaejoong thing and hide it in a cake to give it to me! *Daydream*} I'm reading hankyung's world~ A little thing like that makes me so happy? epik till the death of me; 8:06 AM Sunday, January 07, 2007 Whats the difference betwwen Korean accents and normal Korean? I was listening to Donghae's satoori(accent) on Learn Word and I couldn't tell the difference except he spoke a little faster. Then again, sometimes I can't tell the difference between Japanese and Korean and I went for Japanese lessons before. ARGH! I hate keriocafe. It hates me too. I can never watch anything on it. And all the pictures can't be shown. I can't see any of the pictures in Asianfanatics(i go by the username of madelyn93, like all of my accounts) too. Why is asianfanatics always one of the worst affected areas when my internet is down? And I was watching the subbed episode 3 of their mini drama and it stops just as Donghae appears! I've waited for MONTHS for somebody to sub it. Kyuhyun when he doesn't gel or style his hair looks GOOD! He should also never smile. Face it, he looks better when he's '-' . epik till the death of me; 1:18 PM Friday, January 05, 2007  Oh god, Eeteuk. I've really fallen in love with this guy. Do you know how pretty he looks in glasses and a white beanie? EVERYONE looks good in a beanie. You wanna see? I have pictures of each member of SUJU wearing beanies. His favourite colour is white and he looks mighty damn good in it. My adorable leader Jungsu(his real name) Don't go with Kangin, go with me. Haha. Thats so cute. This post is long so I bolded the important part.Superjunior went to a school or something to perform(I'm born in the wrong country. All Korean stars go to schools to perform and go to random cinemas to watch the movies they starred in. I wouldn't even care if a Malaysian star came to my school. Fat chance though. There's no way a Chinese star would come, my schools a national school, meaning Malays?) and suddenly Eunhyuk goes downstage to bring a little girl on stage then all of the members go get their own kid to play with.. They`re all playing with and carrying the kids. It`s so sweet! They aren't even bothering to lipsync along with the song(Dancing Out. They should've danced Tic Toc!) anymore. Donghae picked up a girl in pink. If I was there i would rush on stage immediately even though all the other kids are like 5 and up to their waists and and I'm practically the same height as Sungmin. Why did they go to a primary school anyway? I think its primary at least. The kids look like somewhere between the ages from 4 to 9. There's this comment that just made me laugh: "I love how it started of as a real performance with lights and everything then slowly collapses into a playpen." Superjunior= Great daddies. *hint hint* They look hot in tuxedos. How the hell do you dance in a tuxedo?! They always look so happy on stage, tickling each other and all. Shiwon and Sungmin was ballroom dancing in the back. Sungmin did the "O" chest touching thing to Hyukjae. Hyukjae hopped up and down with a kid. I don't think its faked because its different from the planned dance unlike the fake playing in Balloons. epik till the death of me; 8:45 AM Thursday, January 04, 2007 Snuck online again. But its not 7 in the morning so its good. I listened to a few of Leehom's songs yesterday(i burned 20 of his older songs into a disk). I still like his previous albums better. NOW i can remember how I went crazy over the 31 year old guy. Damn, his voice. Unlike Superjunior or DBSK or even Se7en, I can't sing along to Leehom. I've commited most of his lyrics into my mind but I just can't get myself to hit those low notes! I wish I was back at his promo tour. Wouldn't it be wonderful if I had a time machine(Speaking of time machines, listen to Shinhwa's song TIME MACHINE. Its catchy)? I would pause the moment when i was standing in front of him when i was getting his signature. Yea, I try every chance i get to brag about this. And now, let me define Superjunior. Lee soo man(head of sm and the guy most hated by fans): "We have 13 fully trained boys and we can't form 2 bands cause its too expensive, hey, why don't we stick them into a 13 member band and try to make it appear as if we're not just trying to leech fans' money!" What next, Supergirls? Actually... Supergirls, a 12 member girl band obviously modeled after suju just like csjh is dbsk's female counterpart, is due to debut this march! Don't train in SM. You'll get stuck into a 23472 member band. I'm listening to Superjunior's Kiss The Radio now. I don't get a word they're saying but Eeteuk and Eunhyuk's(the DJs) voice is just dreamy. Lets see.. I've listened for 10 minutes now. I think Ryeowooks there too! I heard a gay voice. Must be him. http://www.kbs.co.kr/radio/coolfm/2fmsch06.html epik till the death of me; 11:06 AM Wednesday, January 03, 2007 Yeah.I've resorted to sneaking online again. And now, for TVXQ news. I haven't been inside the TVXQ thread for so long. Its intimidating, moves too fast. Besides, I'm lazy to read it. I'm a regular at the Sjthread though. TVXQ will be resting from 1 Jan 2007 - 20 Jan 2007; meaning they will be having no work till 21 Jan 2007 They will be leaving Korea for Japan on the 24th of January 2007. SM Ent revealed that this was done to let them have enough rest as they had awarded with many awards 3 years down the road. Members will be spending their resting time with their friends and their family members. Do they know how happy that makes fans? I prefer them to take half a year off, no music/performances, just maybe going on some shows like xman and making some more banjun dramas. Have I ever mentioned I hate BaeYongJun? When I was Korea, almost all the products are advertised as either appeared in Winter Sonata, has healing powers or handmade. His face is ALL OVER the place. Slowly, I develop some hatred towards him. Makes me want to vandalise his face when i see him. Hate is bad. BAD. In the process of changing my blogskin. WHY AREN'T THERE ANY SUPERJUNIOR BLOGSKINS? The DBSK ones are too simple. I don't like them. I saw a BEAUTIFUL Rain one, I just sat there staring at him for the longest time. But I don't love Rain. Note to self. LEARN HOW TO MAKE BLOGSKINS. epik till the death of me; 8:01 AM Monday, January 01, 2007 I'm using two computers at once now. Sure is confusing. New Years went by quietly for me. Jetlag maybe? ITS SUNGMIN'S BIRTHDAY! I'm wearing pink as a tribute to you. I didn't mean to wear pink. I didn't even know it was his birthday. This shirt is a 150 ringgit Abercrombie shirt given to me by my rich aunt. The thing is, theres not even the word Abercrombie on it. It just has the logo of a moose on it. Since this is Malaysia, no one recognises the moose logo. Such a waste. epik till the death of me; 2:57 PM |