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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Thursday, April 23, 2009 IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT. someone please get jaebum a new watch. his' is obviously broken (or maybe he's just bad at telling the time) because he keeps replying "2pm" whenever anyone asks him what time is it. poor boy. all the stress of having hundreds of girls (and boys. and jokwons) throwing themselves at him must have made him snap. epik till the death of me; 10:00 PM Tuesday, April 21, 2009 spent the day listening to g.o.d songs especially one candle because its happy and cute. a korean boy introduced that song to me and i loved it. and a bit of vibe, brown eyes, noblesse. because its refreshing. i'm sick of all these newbies singers/bands in kpop. i'm sorry, but AJ is a sorry excuse for a solo. and u-kiss. WHAT IS U-KISS? ukiss is made up of kevin. and some other people. when you have members *cough*marumir*cough* leaving barely a year after debut you know somethings wrong. also sick of newbie fans because for god's sake, mystery 6 is A SCRIPTED SHOW and geez, dbsk isn't going to break up anytime soon. OH, AND SHINHWA IS NOT THE SAME THING AS DBSK. while i'm at it... - yes, hankyung is chinese. - zhoumi and henry are not officially part of superjunior. - but kyuhyun is. however he was added in after miracle was released, hence he has no parts in the first album. - eeteuk in beyond your imagination? idk, i heard him only once. - BOA IS KOREAN, PEOPLE. KOREAN. - dbsk isn't having their concert here this year. how the heck do i know why? (actually, i do. its due to the sponsors balking at the thought of setting up a stage that costs a few million ringgit when the seats don't even reach 10k. also the cost of bringing all the staff/boys and providing for their flight and hotels is too much. as for superjunior, um, its obvious. SUPERJUNIOR= the dbsk problem x 13) -seungri is underage. minors can't drink beer. therefore, minors can't film cfs for beef. - japanese and korean. its different. get them straight. epik till the death of me; 9:58 PM Friday, April 17, 2009 kay, shuen. i did this meme, and i tagged you by telling you on your cbox. THATS IT. you can choose to do it or not. THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: •° madelyn •° jq •° jaekyu THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: •° madelyn93 •° jaekyu •° 39thstring THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: •° my hair, when its being good. •° my skin. no acne problems, thank god. •° my nose. because its the only part of me that won't change. THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: •° my feet. are huge and i can't buy shoes. •° my. yeah, well the same problem all girls whine about. because come on, we can't all be 30 30 34. •° my smile. eh. too gummy. THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: •° fish •° enclosed spaces •° lion dances. kind of :\ THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: •° music •° speech •° fangirling (i live to fangirl and fangirl to live) THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW: •° a brown tee •° jeans •° white ring earings THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: •° dbsk •° suju •° epik high THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW): •° epik high- scenario •° noblesse- if i were god •° Ju Hyun Mi & Seo Hyun - Jja La Ja Jja (wut. I KNOW. but i like it ;A;) THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: •° humor •° cuddles. touch. •° love? pfft. TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER: •° i like to write •° i like korean movies •° i hate newbie fangirls THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: •° bishonen •° i have a hair fetish •° shy boys are kind of cute THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: •° reading fanfics •° fangirling •° singing (in the comforts of my bathroom :D) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: •° play. anywhere. anything. •° fly to korea and jump hyukjae. right there right then. i don't care if he's on stage. I WANT HIM. •° •° lmao. candy shop owner. every child's dream okay? •° psychologist. okay, no. this requires a medica' degree. •° dolphin trainer. then i realised i'm afraid of fish and what are dolphin's staple food again? THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: •° KOREAKOREAKOREA •° Japan •° Taiwan THREE NAMES YOU LIKE: •° jaekyu. what. can't i like my name? •° hyukjae (um, excuse me, your bias is showing) no srsly. Y/Y? •° JOO MIN RYU. omg i love this name, even though its so gay. its brain joo's real name btw. okay so i cut off like, half of the meme because i just wanted to show you how to tag :D epik till the death of me; 8:52 AM
► so it seems like i only use this to wax horrible poetry and post small snippets of fanfics. but its okay. i keep it for the sentimnetal value. i'm already at post 566. it'll take me another year to hit 1000. anyway, i'm very vocal with my displeasures and if i said it all, you'll hate me, if you didn't already. here. have some eye candy.  well, not eye candy exactly, but lol worhty material. the shibrows and wonface wins! epik till the death of me; 8:45 AM Saturday, April 11, 2009 blohyuk. listen with your heart. shh, listen, he says as he presses his finger against your lips, his eyes sparkling and twinkling and drawing you in. in. in. listen to what? you don't get him; you almost never do. he usually talks about donghae and his aliens (ohmygod, donghae swore he saw an alien spacecraft in the sky last night. now that i think about, i may have too), about japan and the tall, shiny buildings (hyung, each light represents a home. how cool is that?), about a weird story that has to do with cats and giraffes, and now he's not talking and you're listening but listening to what? listen, he insists. you hear your wristwatch ticking, the tiny hands moving around the same small circle, forever at the same pace. you hear the distant sounds of cars zooming past, so soft you strain to listen because you're on the sixth floor and the highway is a long way down. other than that the silence is startling but you're still listening because you want to know his world. his hand slips into yours and his fingers lace and intertwine and it feels so right that its scary because you've known him only a few months; you shouldn't feel like you've found a soulmate and he shouldn't be such a big part of your life. and then you hear it. your heartbeat is ringing in your ears and you can't hear his but you can feel it thumping ever so slightly when you grip his hand and oh, oh you realize its beating in unison. you're amazed and he beams at you and nods. listen. epik till the death of me; 12:20 AM Wednesday, April 08, 2009 um, spazz about live from the maplab. stupid. pointless. ignore. oh god the accoustic remix of mapthesoul is so beautiful. when its night and all is quiet and i listen and i'm reminded of why exactly i love epikhigh. it hits you, their music. i may not understand every word but i let the words flow around me and i pull the music around me like a comforting blanket. i'm a cereal killer. WIN. and damn he speaks french, which i don't get but is still hot. OH LA LA BONJOUR DG DONNE MOI LE BEAT SIL VOUS PLAIT means? i'm guessing: give me the beat? part 3~ i'm lovin the ammount of myk. waiting finally paid off! was it only half a year ago that i was searching for info on "mike" and failing? A LIVE VERSION OF FREE MUSIC? how brilliant is that? i wish he'll sing celebration. i love that song. i hoped itta would feature in this album but i suppose mykx5 more than made up for it. WILL SOMEONE MAKE A LIST OF THE MOVIES MENTIONED IN SCENARIO? i can only catch a few, not that i know a lot about movies. twilight is in it though. and OF COURSE he'll mention old boy, since his lady is in it. *bitter bitter* part 4 baby~ i felt that the accoustic version is better T-T more heartfelt? BUT THEY'RE DOING THE DUMB AND DUMBER RAP AGAIN <3 and yeah, mithbear's butt is big~ epik till the death of me; 9:55 PM Sunday, April 05, 2009 Think I'm fallin' (Fallin' fallin' fallin') Think I'm fallin' into you I'm fallin' fallin' fallin' deeper and deeper I’m fallin’, 너란 덫에 걸린, insane everytime I hear you callin’ my name His voice haunts you in your sleep. Over and over. He's pulling you in, unwilling to release you from his blackhole grasp. The album is creepy; beautiful and artistic, but creepy. Its a symphony and a whisper all at once. You listen to it sometime past midnight, as usual. You connect Epikhigh with midnight. Partly because its the only time you're free and partly because beautiful melodies are best enjoyed late at night. He calls you. Whispers breathily in English. How is it? He's anticipating your answer. Your breath catches in your throat and your heart quickens, like everytime you hear his voice, because you can't believe he chose you, you out of all people. Great, you manage to utter. It's about love, this album. I've finally found love. There's a pause. Some heavy breathing and what sounds like ice clinking against glass. You like it. I'm glad. I made it for you. You wish he'll stop speaking in English, because you don't speak English, but you understand every word of what he's trying to say and you can't help but smile. epik till the death of me; 10:11 PM
► younha is one of the most amazing girls i've ever seen. she's so amazing she makes me want to cry. ENGLISH this is breathtaking.her english is great! compared to other singers anyway. okay, she's beautiful here with her long hair. and there's a fanboy aw. her japanese songs are mostly used for anime osts. she debuted in japan becaus esdjal SM turned her down. he's an idiot but good thing he did or she'll be the 2891971th member of snsd, like lee yeonhee almost did. i chose a ballad like song. god i love it. aitai i know, what the heck right? CHINESE? its a duet with Joo Hyun-Mi, a trot singer. mind you, they're both koreans so its BRILLIANT. and oh yeah, there's a trot song at the back. i'm a sucker for trot so hah. younha singing trot just made my brain stop functioning. The moon represents my heart epik till the death of me; 9:07 PM
► long rant, because i felt like it. call me silly, but kpop was my thing. my thing. and now it seems like everyone is liking kpop and gah. its just not special anymore. at least there are a few special people that are still not so famous. i can continue to crush on myk safely because there's no way they could like him when they just pretend to like epikhigh. his infamous inpromptu drunk rap with tablo. this song is heartbreaking. its a remake but still i loved the original and i love this. this is one of my favourite songs because it stars epikhigh & k.will and omg this just brings back so many memories. okay, you know what? i'm making a new post on her. about the 3 cellphone cfs.. wondergirls' just failed. no. just no. bigbang and 2NE1's lollipop isn't cute; it makes me want to shield my ears and plug my ears. wtf STOP THE FASHION HORRORS. it felt like a rainbow attacked my eyes. and damn, her stick-of-a-hair and gd's prisonsuit. it kills me that the girls with such talent have fallen to THIS state. come on, you're talking about cl here. she's been out forever. you want cute?The Soeul bodyguard mv. OMFG SO FREAKING CUTE. i haven't shipped a heterocouple since... well, i've only shipped one, tablo/hyojoo. BOOM LOL I LOVE BOOM. all the new debutees aren't catching my fancy. its just one electronic drone after another. ♥ 2AM THOUGH. 2AM. OMG 2AM. I WILL OFFICIALLY BE A FANGIRL. i know they've been out forever. i really like them and every once in a while i see a live from them and i go crazy all over again. everyone knows that their singing is AWESOME. their recent lives prove it. jinwoon's rapping is so sldjalsd CUTE. and fuck. jinwoon on GUITAR. AND KWON ON PIANO. singing one of my favourite songs. Labels: rant. epik till the death of me; 8:04 PM Saturday, April 04, 2009 another fangirl just compared me to jaekyung from bof. she says she can imagine me going after the boy i like because its so me. damn, she's right. i AM like her, just as hot-tempered, just as pushy, just as annoying, except not so pretty :D i'm not quite sure that's a bad thing though. because all that counts is attitude. epik till the death of me; 2:44 AM Friday, April 03, 2009 asadhskladjklasjdlasj. WHY SO CUTE. 
*cries* BABY YOU'RE 29. that's like idk, 13 years older than me. act your age or something cause you're killin' me. epik till the death of me; 10:03 PM Thursday, April 02, 2009 this just cheered me up :D RandomMe xD said :*huggles spidee* epik till the death of me; 3:32 PM |