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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Saturday, February 23, 2008 In a matter of hours I will at a concert of which i have absolutely no interest in. A waste of money, most tell me. How am I willing to part with my dear money, as much RM190, on a person I do not even like? I smile. What is the point in life if you don't indulge in some pleasures for yourself every once in a life? The DBSK concert, the Rain concert, this -JayChou's concert-, the upcoming FTISLAND and Suju concerts, I'll remember them for life as a night where I was worry free. The happiest nights of my life. Is it not worth it? How I'm supposed to pay attention tonight stiill escapes me. Superjunior will be having their second Seoul concert at the exact same time. epik till the death of me; 12:25 PM Friday, February 22, 2008 I was listening to the SUJU concert live. Amazing people, those china elves. They called a fan at the scene and broadcasted the concert through the phone. Crappy audio quality, but still LOVE. SEXY BACK YO! epik till the death of me; 9:39 PM Thursday, February 21, 2008 I'm in love with Tiffany. Isn't she simply adorable? I LOVE HER! SHE SPEAKS ENGLISH! YOU WHO MADE ME LOVE TIFFANY. BOO YOU. SHO CUTE There's something wrong with me, right? ME LIKING A GIRL? I despise girl bands. I'm so biased against them. BUT TIFFANY IS TO CUTE TO RESIST! This doesn't mean I'll become a soshi fan. Yoona is still my number one hated person From stalking the boy's siblings(ricky, sungjin, junho, donghwa...) to dongbang's 213710298301830 dogs(xiaki, harang, biku, shyonga, lala...) to stalking a girl. I'm mad. AND OH! I bought FTisland tickets! Who wants to go with me? epik till the death of me; 8:31 PM Friday, February 15, 2008 Every time someone asks me who I like, I tease them with feeble protests, all the while keeping a knowing smile on my face. Who can resist when you dangle secrets in front of them? After more pressuring, I'll finally confess, "I like Max." And I really do, I love him with all my heart. The person will be confused, "He's not from our school." Well no, he's not. I didn't meet him in tuition or church either(such frequently asked question. Sigh). He's a genius and doesn't need tuition, and both of us are buddhists. Curious gossipper asks, "Where did you meet him then?" I'll answer confidently, "I got to know him online.". I didn't tell a single lie in my entire conversation. I do love Max, the genius, the buddhist. And the net made me fall in love with him. It just so happens that I didn't mention that Max is Choikang Changmin of TVXQ. I would use BrianJoo or Daniel(Tablo's real name. Daniel Armand Lee SunWoong to be exact) or even Alex of Clazziquai but there are one too many Brians, Alexs and Daniels in this school. Maybe next time I'll try Aiden Lee. epik till the death of me; 9:19 PM Tuesday, February 12, 2008 I WILL KILL THE PERSON WHO BURNED NAMDAEMUN. WHAT KIND OF PERSON BURNS DOWN 600 YEARS OF HISTORY? YOU ARE DEAD. I was so pissed when I saw the news. For a moment there, i felt what patriotism was. Except.. Patriotism means loving your own country, and I wouldn't give a damn if my country burned down. epik till the death of me; 2:32 PM Sunday, February 10, 2008 I think I'm in love with the trainees in Hot Blood. SUB HOTBLOOD PLEASE! Watch Jo Gwon. Curte, but not my favourite. epik till the death of me; 4:00 PM Saturday, February 09, 2008 To my darling emo brother who goes by the moniker armandtanzarian and is currently residing and studying in the far shores of America, cheer up! It must be lonely. I can't imagine being alone in a forign country, much less when the weather is -17 and snowstorms occur daily. He says its depressing, looking out at the snow covered landscape. He says the world looks gray. He's freezing that, we're boiling here. The world is weird. epik till the death of me; 10:51 PM
► It's me. It's just me right? I like to fangirl. Known fact, of course. But I'm choosey -lover!- when it comes to who i fangirl with. I'm annoyed when those girls don't know what I'm talking about. Which is really bad of me, I know. But when they ask questions like "What is ELF, and what do they do?" when they declare themselves suju fans, I say i deserve the right to be pissed. Of course, I gave her a LOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGG reply on what ELF is, and to my surprise, a lot of the other forumers actually went, "hey, i didn't know that." Great fans, really, these people. Then again, I get annoyed when I spazz about Runaway, and you haven't even heard Twohearts. Okay, thats a little too much. How about, when i spazz about runaway, and you don't even know what TRICK is. Better? epik till the death of me; 9:41 PM
► Hankyung. ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY. happy birthday, babe. One birthday after another.. Next to come: ERIC <3 How am i supposed to live with no EHB? Idiotic people who paused EHB. I NEED EHB. epik till the death of me; 12:41 AM Wednesday, February 06, 2008 every time someone has a birthday my phone gets flooded by messages Today, dbsk fans and ftisland fans sent me idon'tknowhowmany messages HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNHO AND HONGKI HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO! epik till the death of me; 11:12 AM Tuesday, February 05, 2008 Cassiopeans have been listed in the Guiness World of Records as the largest fanbase, with 800,000 fans If you point to a random person on the streets of Korea, it’ll probably be a DBSK fan because apparently 30% of South Korea's total population listen to DBSK. Moral of the story, don't piss off Cassiopeans. Oh, and you know how SNSD is coming out with an album with their favourite japanese songs in it? -STUPID SM. how can you earn money through such a lazy way?- Tiffany chose Love in the Ice. I KNEW I LIKED TIFFANY FOR A REASON. She is so cute, seriously. I NEVER call girls cute, but Tifanny is just different. epik till the death of me; 10:07 PM Sunday, February 03, 2008 Well, that was weird. I spent the afternoon introducing Wondergirls and Bigbang and Ftisland TO A KOREAN. Sure, he lives in California, but really, DOES HE SPENT HIS DAYS UNDER A ROCK? epik till the death of me; 4:21 PM Saturday, February 02, 2008  I love koreans epik till the death of me; 9:01 PM |