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jiaqian
→ fangirl. insane. beware.

→ am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting.

→ this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for.

→also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously.

→ profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions?

→ slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated.




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    Sunday, March 29, 2009

    so i've been watching a disc of The Vineyard Man with chinese dubs that my friend lent me.

    i made it to episode 14 before becoming fed up and now i'm mysoju-ing it and shoot, TAEKGI SPEAKS IN SATOORI. damn. that sure changes my view of him.

    i like satooris; they're so hot, but it sure needs getting used to.

    epik till the death of me; 12:34 AM


    Friday, March 27, 2009

    link: Translations of the call between sukira and dreaming with tablo and superjunior on dreaming

    okay, i'm so fucking proud of myself right now. i translated all that by myself even though my korean is really choppy and all. my korean teacher would be proud of me.

    anyway, i got 99% for my korean test last week :D

    epik till the death of me; 11:42 AM



    defenestrate is an awesome word.
    it means the act of throwing someone out of the window.

    see, scrolling through the mapthesoul free boards is educational. they're all intelligent people. in fact, i feel slightly intimidated.

    epik till the death of me; 1:47 AM


    Wednesday, March 25, 2009

    i find it funny how all those men have wimpy dogs.

    myk has a tiny shitszu named Ddoongie.

    which is as bad as changmin's dog named mangdoongie.

    come on, guys. you scream man all over and you're cuddling a white ball of fluff about the size of your fist?

    then again, myk is big on yoga and inner peace while changmin is in a boyband. go figure.

    the newest addition to epik's house is a toy poodle named tia.
    at least mithra's scottish terrier, Aga is a little larger.


    aga and tia.

    god, i love these guys

    go go go mapthesoul.com GO

    (ಥ﹏ಥ need a credit card. help)

    epik till the death of me; 10:29 PM


    Tuesday, March 24, 2009

    yeah well. so many things are out and my internet was reallyreallyreally fast earlier but JUST as the album leaks, it goes hey, isn't this a nice time to start downloading things at an insanely slow speed of... i don't know, o.4 bytes per second?

    0.4. BYTES. THAT IS JUST TOO MUCH. this is war. bring it on, bitch. thats it. i'm changing my internet provider

    AT LEAST GET ME INTO MAPTHESOUL.COM DAMN IT.

    btw, may be drunk. ignore pointless post.

    epik till the death of me; 11:00 PM


    Thursday, March 19, 2009

    ╭☆★╮╭☆★╮╭☆★╮

    fly fly fly fly
    and when you open your eyes.
    you'll see eternity.

    ╰☆★╯╰☆★╯╰☆★╯

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    epik till the death of me; 11:13 PM


    Tuesday, March 17, 2009

    so.. i fished. and kayaked for 4km. impressive considering the sight of dead fish will send me into a blubbering mess.

    i'm so proud of myself :D
    (there was a small episode where a dead fish floated past when i was kayaking and i screamed and would've toppled the kayak if he didn't try to stable it and calm me down. thank you~)

    oh oh i volunteered at the animal shelter today. think i'll go back. so fun~

    and... SUPERJUNIOR I MISSED YOU. you can now go away again because so much for sj13.

    epik till the death of me; 9:47 PM


    Wednesday, March 11, 2009

    SO.

    →i'm trying to watch antique but the internet isn't letting me.

    →true fact: sorry sorry doesn't sound as good when you're singing it without music. it sounds like a monotone chant. plus, it'll leave you breathless.
    i kept singing it and drove everyone around me crazy. they were like, wtf the song was released yesterday; how can you have it memorized? and is there no melody? :DDDD

    →no secret that i suck at math. my recent grades just prove it.

    →it was ricky's birthday on monday the 9th. how the heck did i know. YOU STALKER.

    →him. him. him. GAH ♥ he's adorable and with a little work, sjdklas. i can imagine.

    →my phone screensaver is a gif of chibi jae helping chibi yunho to backflip during that infamous performance. i swear, whenever it appears, EVERYONE's attention draws to it, be it a fangirl or not.

    →will be going to some country homestay this friday. if i don't die along the way, see you on monday.

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    epik till the death of me; 9:02 PM


    Monday, March 09, 2009

    SHORRY SHORRY SHORRY SHORRY.
    so. damn. addictive.

    i only hear a few people. kyuhyun? whereareyou. this cannot be their title. can you imagine hankyung struggling with that long monotone sentence? haehaehaehae. GAHGAHGAH.

    damn it, when the album drops, i will be internetless for THREE DAYS because i'll be on some country homestay. oh gawd, need suju. and heck, i'm supposed to FISH and go KAYAKING? i'm terrified of fish and ponds=the habitat of fish so i'm automatically terrified of any water thats not crystal clear D:

    i'm not even going to think of where i'll be sleeping.

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    epik till the death of me; 4:47 PM


    Friday, March 06, 2009

    so the suju mv teaser...

    anyone notice this?

    let's dance, dance, dance, dance (3 times)
    sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
    눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔 < soshi
    숨이 막겨 막겨 막겨 < shinee
    내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby~ < tvxq
    come back

    the chorus has words from the other sm artist's choruses :D

    how does sorry come out so amazingly cute though? kinda like shorry.

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    epik till the death of me; 9:26 PM


    Tuesday, March 03, 2009

    the glow of the monitor sends dancing shadows across the room
    (he's reminded of imaginary friends and innocence left behind with childhood and hesitantly he whispers hi. there's no answer but the stars seem to shine brighter and the shadows flicker more)
    a finger traces the defined features and the boyish grin on screen
    wanting, needing
    it falls, defeated.

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    epik till the death of me; 9:26 PM


    Sunday, March 01, 2009

    BABY ITS HERE. ♡

    just in time too, cause i'm running a high fever and feeling poopy D:

    thank you ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

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    epik till the death of me; 10:19 AM