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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
kpop. k-indie. k-hiphop. uljjangs. k-models. the boy in header: model kang cheolwoong Links
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Tuesday, June 30, 2009 nothing is going my damned way. then again, i'm a girl who's used to getting what she wants when she wants. so. short list. →btw i'm probably never getting my facebook back. it was disabled and people at facebook tend to ignore complaints. → oh god, its my birthday next friday and shit, SIXTEEN. i have officially spent 3 years of my life fangirling. congratulations. what. the lyrics. 오빠! 나 해도돼? WRONG. → bought a new phone. hate my new phone. → made pajeon (korean pancake) for dinner. how do they make it so thin? Superjunior are manly manly men, I swear. Labels: lists epik till the death of me; 9:45 PM Monday, June 22, 2009 소원을 말해봐 (Genie) (yay yuri is in the middle instead of that stick of a girl) sure the mp3 version is perfectly nice but songs like these make me worry about the lives. for some reason i think the verses outshadow the chorus. the chorus is just eh. i'm going to be listening to this song for the next 6 months anyway (damn you korean and your LONG LASTING love for one song), no point saying i don't like it when it'll grow on me later. i miss the songs of 06/07. if i didn't get into kpop then i don't think i would now. the music is just... which is why i'm checking out lesser known bands right now. there are much more gems that way. and then there's my thing for rooting for the underdogs... and now, for RealLife: i'm floating through life :D wasting my life on movies. failing my addmaths. but admittedly happy. so i will continue to drift. because success is not worth trading in happiness for. epik till the death of me; 10:48 PM Sunday, June 14, 2009 damn it. in less than 10 hours. trading in late nights and booze for homework and books. high school. prison without bars. to me, there is no difference. (lol. channeling my inner teuk. oh baby, get a girlfriend or just get laid. there are plenty of boys around willing to give you head) ★ i think. i need to polish up on my social skills. with every passing holiday i lose touch with reality until the lines are blurred and i just can't tell anymore. i have to remind myself that the opinion of the one next to me is more important that the one on the other side of the world. real friends are more important than words on a computer screen. priorities: get them straight. epik till the death of me; 9:25 PM Monday, June 08, 2009 (post #557. please get me a life. and a boyfriend while you're at it) omg i feel apprieciated again! nothing random compliments can't fix :D i love you, random creeper from all the way around the world! and OOH i demand everyone watch the idol world show with 2pm and shinee. WATCH IT PEOPLE. its so fluffy i was happy for hours. haven't been so happy since... idk, hyukjae happened. epik till the death of me; 3:02 PM Wednesday, June 03, 2009 i read their stories and i'm in absolute awe. amazing how a few carelessly strung together words can hit me so hard; its like an arrow straight through the heart. and somehow, its makes me feel shame. for releasing my own awkward phrasing into a world where such talent exists. and its times like this that i post in here instead of at lj because i don't want 328321 comments on baby feel better! or don't be silly; i love your writing!. i need to wallow in self pity sometimes so i can be inspired to write better. fuck, i've been in a slump lately. the ideas keep coming but the words don't, resulting in plenty of fics with brilliant ideas and mediocre writing. epik till the death of me; 11:51 AM Monday, June 01, 2009 i'm emailing quite a few koreans that i met through a penpal website and shoot, i can't tell them apart anymore. the only thing setting them apart is their english ability. idk, everyone likes 김치찌개, pizza and tvxq. (it's kind of like dumbing myself down to talk with sms speak to certain strangers because i don't want to scare them away. but it's not like casual speaking to my friends because that's just me being comfortable) epik till the death of me; 11:47 PM |