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jiaqian
→ fangirl. insane. beware.

→ am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting.

→ this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for.

→also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously.

→ profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions?

→ slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated.




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    Friday, May 30, 2008

    Super Junior - H

    "가자(GO!GO!)" Written by Yoon Myungsun
    "꿀단지(SUNNY)" Written by KENZIE
    "둘이(YOU&I)" Written by Lee Heesung/Sungjin/Ahn Eunjin/Kwon Hyuksung
    "요리왕(COOKING?COOKING!)" Written by ROZ
    "잘해봐(GOOD LUCK!)" Written by ROZ
    "파자마파티(PAJAMA PARTY)" Written by Park Haewoon/Lee Seungho
    *
    The titletrack was written by the same composer of V.O.S. "Beautiful Life"
    *
    Release date should be June 5
    credit: gaia

    PAJAMA PARTY. what kind of crap name is that?? Oh the LOVE. Suju H just makes me HAPPY already! I WANT THIS ALBUM. Seen the hot HYUKJAE in baby blue pic? Shit.

    epik till the death of me; 10:36 PM



    I love ELFs. No, I hate ELFs. Wait, I can't freaking decide. Someone said something about Suju M donating to the earthquake victims in soompi's main thread and another bitch said, "Its getting annoying. Why can't people post sujum stuff in their thread because SOME OF US don't want to be updated." ITS ABOUT EARTHQUAKE VICTIMS. INSENSITIVE BUNCH OF BITCHES. But then theres the sj donating site. Sure, they're not doing it for the victims, they're doing it because donghae said so, but still.

    ANyway~ MTVASIA WILL BE IN MALAYSIA. (nevermind that i dont even WATCH mtv and recent english songs make me sick) SE7EN IS COMING!

    epik till the death of me; 8:26 PM


    Wednesday, May 28, 2008

    i love eun ji won. I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM. He's 30, but still. You know I love retards. Retards=people with mentalities of 5 year olds. For example, Micky Yoochun is a retard.

    You know the best part? I just found out he's rich. He's the:
    a. son of a singer
    b. grandson of a singer
    c. nephew of a politician
    d. said politician is the um, daughter of the former president so that makes jiwon the... uh... HE'S RELATED THE FORMER PRESIDEN!

    its funny, i used to hate him. i first noticed him in the jihwaza episode with dbsk, and i found that he tried too hard to be smart. WHAT A JOKE. EUNJIWON. SMART? he's just a cuddly choding. then he appeared in every other jihwaza episode i watched (the ones with brian especially. ILU BRIAN) and yet i failed to notice him. My hot boy radar probably wasn't in tune yet. THINK OF ALL THE MONTHS WASTED WITHOUT JIWON!

    2 days 1 night is officially my favourite show. WATCH IT, PEOPLE.

    epik till the death of me; 8:44 PM


    Sunday, May 25, 2008

    Every once in a while you hear about those people who have awesome stage presence, the kind of people that just exludes confidence and brightens up the stage, the kind of people that just draw attention. Jaejoong is one. Donghae is another.

    Top on my to buy list- Superjunior Supershow.

    My Everything made me fall in love Donghae all over again. It's such a SAD song. I'm afraid if they ever come here for a concert and the boy sings this song, I may cry; I WILL cry. Why is it sad? He sang this song in dedication to his father. Have you seen his arirang interview? He cried. I cried. I was listening to Andy sing, and I thought, you may have 10 years of experience under your belt and 10 albums, but I'm sorry, Donghae's singing ability pawns you.

    The album is fucking awesome. BUT ITS SO FREAKING SPOILER! Oh, and why do they bother coming out with an album? Half of it is lipsynched.

    epik till the death of me; 11:06 AM


    Saturday, May 24, 2008

    I've been dividing my morning between stalking SHINee and R-EAL and now i'm mixed up.

    I realised that this picture I saved AGESSSSSSSS ago was actually jonghyun.
    Photobucket

    epik till the death of me; 11:43 AM


    Thursday, May 22, 2008

    Gee. Which one to spazz about first? Taeyang or Shinee?

    Taeyang- I knew he had a great body, but i didn't know his abs were THAT beautiful.
    The sad truth: I saw GD in the mv, I drew in a gasp. FUCKING HOT. I saw Taeyang dancing, I laughed. Sweetheart, you look ridiculous touching all the random babes. I don't blame the girl one bit. I'll choose the other 4 over him anytime.
    But then he took off his shirt in Prayer, and left his cap on. Maybe paired with TOP's sunnies I'll actually like him.

    Shinee.
    I don't find them bad. There's a guy whos actually kinda hot. Theres the whole "OHMYGOD YOU COPY BIGBANG BOOHOO" issue but screw it- EVERYONE is copying bigbang nowadays. Seen the abundance of plaid scarves? Anything with a slight hiphop beat and its Bigbang. 누난 너무 예뻐 is an okay song. But NUNA. Sweetheart, again with the nuna card? I'm NOT a nuna fan (Well, except in Taemin's case) at least not yet. I'll have to check them out further before deciding whether to fall for another SM trap.

    OH AND OHMYSHIT~ SS501 MAY BE COMING TO MSIA! JUNGMIN SAYS SO!

    epik till the death of me; 11:51 PM


    Friday, May 16, 2008

    Bigbang. With U
    I don't know.. I don't like the song very much. then again, I didn't some of their other songs when they came out. Maybe it takes getting used to. God, TOP's hair... TOP sweetie, you're going to lose fans that way. Buck up, or Dae will steal your VIPs away. I LOVE GD'S SHADES+HAIR+HAIR THO.

    Oh, and look what Blo wrote in his 100Q.

    Fav. english word : melancholy
    35. 좋아하는 단어 : 고독
    Fav. word (korean) : loneliness
    20. 자신의 매력 : 정신병
    Appeal : insanity -HE KNOWS-
    22. 장점 : 열정
    strong point : passion
    23. 단점 : sensitive
    weak point : sensitive -I LIKE. HE WROTE IT IN ENGLISH EVEN-
    27. 담배 : 오우 쉿
    Do you smoke? Oh shit. -YES BABY, OH SHIT. YOU DO. AND I DONT LIKE IT-
    31. 잠버릇 : 랩
    sleeping habit: rap
    자격증 : 고등학교 선생
    63. license: high school teacher -Do you know what this means? HE CAN TEACH HIGH SCHOOL. The hot Tablo teacher fantasy I've had since watching the KBS musical CAN FINALLY COME TRUE-
    크리스마스선물로 받고싶은 것 : 진실
    What do you want for christmas? The truth.

    80. 생일선물로 받고싶은 것 : 사랑
    What's the gift that u wanna get in ur birthday : Love

    He's a very emotional person. For biggest fear, he wrote betrayal. For the last time that he cride, he wrote every night. Oh, and he has horrible taste in women, because the one he dates all cheat on him. BABY, I WILL NEVER CHEAT ON YOU. Well, maybe with Donghae, yes

    Tablo
    정말
    사랑해요.

    if you recognised the tablo cy quote, dibs to you.

    epik till the death of me; 3:09 PM


    Thursday, May 15, 2008

    Ohmygod. *diesdiesdies* I got my Shinhwa 9th and M' Explore! Its like.. BIG. Bigger than my textbooks! Damn, the pictures are ugly. FACIAL HAIR SHOULD BE OUTLAWED. SRSLY. Oh, and model airplanes don't match with the Mafia theme. Speaking of which, shoot the person who came up with the MAfia theme, thank you.

    Dongwan used to be my favourite. I like his voice better than Hyesung's. But then the more I look at him and the more I listen to his songs, the less interest in him I have. his new songs are just.. hohum.
    Minwoo's my number one now. I've always found his songs wonderful, but the I'm-too-sexy-for-you thing he does just doesn't sit well with me. But ever since Tablo, I've been more accepting of sexy. Sexy isn't bad.

    epik till the death of me; 2:44 PM


    Wednesday, May 14, 2008

    Shit. My 400th post. FOUR HUNDREDTH. I suppose that calls for some celebration?

    Say hi to Kadosh.

    Yeah, I'm fangirling a day before my history exam. At least theres only two more days left. I've almost completely lost interest in stalking. Is that possible? I hope its only temporary. Next week my holidays begin and I know I'll be here for at least 6 hours a day stalking to my heart's content.

    Do you know who Dongwan featured in his new song? TIFFANY. Yay her. I love Dongwan. I even made a little keychain with him on it. On the day of my Science exam. See how much I love him? I want the album, but MY FRIEND WON'T GIVE ME MY MINWOO CD OR SHINHWA 9TH CD. She says "until after exam. You'll get distracted." What a good friend, but hell, I don't care about the exams.

    I really really love Humming Urban Stereo's "Hawaian couple". Sungmin and Sunny (Not related to the topic, but I swear they're sisters. Sungmin has NO PRIDE) sang it on radio. Nevermind Sunny's annoying voice, I love that song since the-boy-who-plays-Gibaek-that-I-never-bother-to-remember-the-name-of sang it on Unstoppable Marriage

    epik till the death of me; 6:06 PM


    Friday, May 09, 2008

    Oh baby don't you know? You don't even know my name
    Tonight, I'm watching you with a suffering heart
    Oh so beautiful, this picture I hold in my hand
    I shout in joy to the world about the sadness of my insane love
    You're probably not even listening, it wouldn't matter if I died
    That's right, you wouldn't even know me in the next life
    I want to have you so much, I can't turn back
    I want to kiss you tonight as I tightly grasp my pillow

    In my dreams, it doesn't matter if the whole world laughs at my love
    It doesn't matter that they tell me I'm crazy, I'll erase them all
    You are mine, why are you being taken away by those useless people
    No, I can't do that. I'll make you look only at me
    I'll give you everything and when we kiss,
    I'll give you the world
    I'll hide you in the darkness of my heart
    so you can never leave my side
    You are my star,
    I'm your number one fan
    Baby please take my hand...

    Yes, my sentiments exactly, baby.
    Everything you say is pure poetry

    epik till the death of me; 1:33 PM


    Sunday, May 04, 2008

    I bought 3 cds in 3 days. is it my fault, when Shinhwa and Minwoo were calling to me? Curse Mr-Min-I'm-too-sexy-for-you-Woo.

    My mother has a blog. I'm too afraid to read what she writes. Teaching her how to blog is like teaching my dog how to speak. She just doesn't get it.

    epik till the death of me; 1:34 PM


    Thursday, May 01, 2008

    I. will. kill. her.
    I swear, if I ever go to korea, killing her would be on my to-do list
    im imagining her head on my table
    YOONBITCH AND YOOCHUN
    gah.
    for soem reason, im not angry at jess or tiff
    just yoonbitch
    sigh.. and i was JUST starting to like snsd
    if i were snsd, i'll be like, "this is a great op and all, but please, i want to live"
    yoonbitch newest cf: SANITARY PAD
    why the fuck is she everyfuckingwhere. its fucking unfair. LET SEOHYUN-AKA-THE-ONLY-ONE-WHO-DIDNT-GET-PLASTIC-DONE SHINE FOR GOD'S SAKE.

    snsd's rep isnt smart
    the only thing the anycall cf did was turn off 217201318203892103012 fans
    i was an ALMOST fan
    i ALMOST bought the album
    in fact i planned to buy it today
    but then i saw the cf yesterday
    well HAH SM. MONEY LOST RIGHT THERE

    epik till the death of me; 1:17 PM