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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Wednesday, December 31, 2008 i have to post on every holiday. its.. tradition. the whole bunch of music festivals are killing me! i spent the night watching nonstop 5 episodes. jinwoo is one fine man :D so in a while, we bid goodbye to 2008. great fangirl year. jay chou concert ftisland airport stalking ft island signature session superjunior airport stalking mtv asia awards singapore pop night eh. not bad. epik till the death of me; 10:36 PM Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ahahah i'm watching star golden bell while waiting for the kbs song festival to start. testerone overload :D ss501, 2pm and a whole load of other boys including hongkyungmin, a footballer and comedians. i love love love yurisangja. they remixed a few songs together like hug, i don''t cry and ojjeoda. and aw na jese just played nan arrayo on the violin. and now for a very late spazz about the sbs gayo daejun. PIANO BATTLE once i get past my biasedness, taeyang actually kind of sings nice. and JUNSU. i don't think i've ever heard him play the piano before but OMG MYEVERYTHING. of all the songs, he chose that and omg i love him for that. my two favourite boys have sung that song now :D AUDIO RIP I DEMAND. NOW NOW. his voice is just heavenly. *sighs* and that note! how long did he hold it? YOU WIN. HANDS DOWN.< DANCE BATTLE HYUKJAE <3 too bad the mask blocked his face for quite a while. and lol my mom passed by and said seungri was a bit weak xD WONDERBOYS OMG THE GHEI OVERLOAD. wtf sungmin? i like his hairstyle though. i thought that he was kim dongwook at first! geez join a girlband already. JOKWON YOU BELONG <3 very very happy people. well, except for taemin and seungri but thats because they have MALE PRIDE. which is sad because they're the younger ones in the group. EPIKHIGH, BEG, JIWON- WHERE IS THE LOVE i wish blo rapped in english and GA IN PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ENGLISH PLZ AND TQ. i bet blo was inwardly cringing. oh oh she's back! why is it not as *BOOMBABY* as i thought it'll be? but aw her little smile was so adorable <3 falling for her all over again! i've never heard look whos talking before. hm :D epik till the death of me; 7:49 PM Thursday, December 25, 2008 MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY ♥ epik till the death of me; 12:08 AM Wednesday, December 24, 2008 GAH I bought SS501's U R MAN and its so pretty and naked. I don't even like SS501 all that much. I would buy an album, but not an mini album, which is exactly what this is. And I even mentioned that this album is not what i would spend money on AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED NOW. I was carefully unfolding the 3 PWETTY posters and my mother said that if you added a cleavage line to kyujong's (naked) chest, he could be a girl. So I showed her the two versions of Mirotic and she was admiring Jaejoong and I was swooning from all of the nakedness and skin. I like my christms present that i bought for myself. ♥ epik till the death of me; 11:15 PM Sunday, December 21, 2008 i feel so bad for lee jaewon since he reminds me so much of hyukjae and he was never really famous. his song, I'm So Hot got stuck in my head for AGES (and is replaying now) and was my ringtone for a period of time. now his career is down the drain. poor baby. epik till the death of me; 10:30 PM Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Random spazz fest. 1. TABLO I FUCKING LOVE YOU. no particular reason for that outburst. just wanted to remind everyone about the boy thats threatening (and probably already has) taken over junsu in my top 3 :D 2. Hana yori dango korean version teaser. hm. he kissed her! i hope its good. 3. you know, Lee bul isn't half bad. i like his song, one day. memories is soothing too. 4. i've been watching a lot of japanese movies lately. i watched until 3am yesterday. tada kimiwo ashiteru pawns so much. the actress (the one in ftts' my angel and virgin snow) is so adorable and the best part is the AMAZING photography. 5. ftisland's the one never stops sucking. bad english, cheesy lyrics, predictable song. 6. jang geun suk is really really cute and so is ikuta toma, that boy in hanakimi. 7. i am prepared to kill someone for ranking wondergirls above seo taiji, epikhigh, shin seunghun and nell in the best 5 albums of 08. WTH. its chosen by 10 PDs, 6 music critics, a few song writers, composers... all i can say is, FIRE THEM. funny thing is, mirotic was in both the best and worst album list. 8. non stop rocks. season 4, 5 and 6. i like nonstop 5 the best (TABLO FTW) and leejung is there too! nonstop 6, though it has heechul and kibum, wasn't as good because eunbi is just. so. annoying. plus, the acting sucked. come on, you have KIBUM. anything with kibum can't be good. 4 has jang geun suk, mc mong, andy, junjin. kick ass cast, plus junki cameo-d but the girls get on my nerve. Labels: lists epik till the death of me; 10:53 PM Sunday, December 14, 2008 These days, I've taken to sneaking the laptop upstairs and watching movies all night long. I watched Ai no kotodama until 2am. Omg its so FLUFF. A lot of fluffy scenes, but they're all pretty safe. It made me so happy and smiley I had trouble falling asleep after xD It must be so awkward for the two actors after the filming was wrapped. Hi mom, did you meet my co-actor? Yeah, that boy that I kissed and did all those stuff with. Er, no mom, I'm not gay, why do you ask? No, I did not keep avoiding his eyes in the interview. And he was the one that kept looking at me :D awkward... I would demand my innocence back but I'm not sure it was ever properly introduced to me in the first place. Today I'm watching Boys Love. Supposingly the best one out there. epik till the death of me; 8:15 PM Friday, December 12, 2008 omg boys in city, why so beautiful? *wants to kidnap suju so badly*   Labels: superjunior epik till the death of me; 1:15 PM Thursday, December 11, 2008 thank you, my netizen friends, for making me feel so good about myself ♥ thank you for making me feel better about my boyfriend-less state, my lack of musical knowledge and reassuring me that my writing skills don't really suck, especially those at LJ (who never go into my blog, hence the reason i'm typing this here) and my newly made friend who fangirls tablo with me (hi, you. hope you do well in your piano competition!) its good to know that someone cares even if she's from a different country and time zone. the enlightening conversations we had satisfy me for days and it actually makes me think and reflect. and for the first time, i actually care back and my compliments have been flowing loosely now. i no longer hold back on my compliments because i now know how good it makes people feel. I love you guys so so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥ epik till the death of me; 9:34 PM Sunday, December 07, 2008 No Regret is a great movie. It had rave reviews from critics, and not just korean critics but American, Hong Kongese and Canadian critics. It was played at film festivals across the world and recorded the largest box office for a gay film in Korea. I would ask all of you to watch it, but you guys aren't open minded enough to stomach this show. (hi, random stranger. This doesn't apply to you. I'm talking to my school friends) No offense, just telling the truth. First of all, the movie is an artistic movie with long silences and sometimes meaningless scenes with no dialogue. That just turned half of you off. But I liked it. It isn't too fast paced unlike some movies. Secondly, the movie is about forbidden love. Homosexual forbidden love to be exact. And now is your cue to be disgusted. I love it anyway. The emotions are raw. Forget laughter. There's nothing funny in the entire show. Its the kind of movie you quietly appreciate and mull over for days later. Third, its graphic. Extremely graphic. The movie is about a young orphan who becomes a male prostitute for creepy ahjusshi after refusing an advance from the son of his former company's president. The rich kid loves the orphan but the orphan rejects his love. When they finally get together (and this is where it gets graphic) the rich kid is forced to get married. Its rated R for a reason. You WILL see a lot of butt. In the first few seconds of the movie in fact. Tip: watch the movie when your parents and everyone else is asleep. Best watch it alone. One good thing: Kim Dongwook (Harim of Coffee Prince and Sambaek of Unstoppable Marriage) is in it! So cute and innocent, except not, considering his job. epik till the death of me; 4:42 PM Wednesday, December 03, 2008 should i buy 2pm? or should i wait? because we all know i'm going to buy any dbsk/superjunior/epikhigh/mc mong cd that comes out next. epik till the death of me; 9:24 PM Monday, December 01, 2008 oh, and hey, my uncle has his own personal website. not even those kind of freewebs and LJs, but one thats just epik till the death of me; 11:41 PM
► Ohmygod my Remapping the Human Soul arrived. Poor Youngjun the manager is also refered to as Youngjun evil fucker in the album booklet. Also there are these little footnotes below each song name, some meaningful and sme utterly crap like don't drink the kool-aid. but thats genius for you. its a ticket for you to do anything you please with questions Remapping came with the Mirotic Version C, which looks like a fucking clothes catalog with beautiful beautiful (holy-shit-why-are-they-so-beautiful) Just in time too, because today is the Cassiopeian self-proclaimed DBSK day, where all Cassies run out and buy a copy of Mirotic. What sucks now is that they have to bring an adult along to buy the CD because apparently crystal=sperm and red ocean=period. WTF seriously. Red ocean is obviously not referring to DBSK's fanclub, cassiopeia, and red as their official colour. Oh no, instead of talking about the sea of red balloons that flood their concerts, it means periods. Yes, periods. WTF. They can also only perform Mirotic after 10pm. What, you think all teenagers have a curfew of 10pm as opposed to most teenagers using the computer at 10 (me as a good example) and its a little too late, isn't it? the total album sales, all versions included is probably about half a million, since version A sold at 300k and version B sold 100k and let's not forget version C. most people, like me, own two or more copies of the same album. epik till the death of me; 10:43 PM |