About Me jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Tuesday, October 31, 2006 Stunning news. Donghae is OLDER than Yunho. This is the part where the creepy music comes in. DA DA DUM! Yup. As crazy as I am for both of them, I never noticed that Donghae is Yunho's hyung. But Donghae looks what, 18 at most, so cute, so innocent while yunho is just so manly and hot. How can he be Yunho's hyung?? I noticed when I was watching the Red Sun mv and Donghae piggybacked Yunho and I thought "Poor Donghae. Yunho oppa must be so heavy for you." Then it hit me. Hold on. I've been starting to insert Korean phrases in my vocab! Like hyung(what Korean men call older men), oppa(what Korean women call older men), nuna(what korean men call older women).. Mianhae...(sorry) epik till the death of me; 10:41 AM Monday, October 30, 2006 ! 71st post! Anyway, I found a list of Korea's top 100 hottest guys(This page. Scroll down-) I always knew I had good taste. All the people I've liked are in here(junghoon, kibum, heechul, dbsk, donghae, shiwon~) Some of the list: #4 Rain. Typical. #5 MC Yoo. Seriously. Him.(Watch Korean gameshow xman to get it) I can't believe it. He actually beat all the DBSK members!! #8 Yunho!!!!! 8th. He should've gotten 1st. #9 Won Bin. Lost to Yunho. Hahahahahah! #12 Lee Jun Ki. Don't get how Junghoon lost to him, but still. #13 Hyun Bin. Sigh.. Why is he so popular? #16 JaeJoong. JJ~ The topless pics of him will move him up the list for sure! #19 Kim KiBum!!!! He's high on the list! Good! #21 Yoochun!!!! I'm satisfied with him getting 21st. (my sis sure isn't) #25 Choi Si Won!!! He's so sweet... Deserves this spot. #35 Se7en. Don't get why, but maybe its just me. #52 Heechul!! He's in the wrong category. *redirects him to 100 hottest women* #55 Junsu!!!! 55th?!! WHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYY??? #69 Donghae!!! Someone so adorable should be 2nd(next to Yunho, his best buddy!). #72 Kim Jung Hoon!! I can't believe it. He's WAY hotter than Kibum yet he got..(sorry Kibum~ I'm just being honest!) #76 Changmin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's 76th?! This list must be wrong. I mean, MC YOO? epik till the death of me; 11:03 PM Saturday, October 28, 2006 Donghae, ah Donghae~ Yup. Obsession change. Again. He apparently cries alot, like Max. Makes him a sensitive soul I suppose. The official moment I liked him was the "OKAY! WE CAN"(you have to watch this clip) in Full House. After watching their mini drama's NGs and seeing how adorably nervous he was when the maggots were put on him, how could anyone not like him? And he's so adorably FIDGETY. He was in a radio station with Kangin and he was twirling round and round in his chair, putting tiger ears on, making faces at the camera... I now realise why the word AISH is added into my vocab. Donghae and Junghoon. They sat it A LOT in their dramas.. Someone said he reminded her of Junghoon. Does he? Donghae~ epik till the death of me; 3:26 PM Wednesday, October 25, 2006 Kim Jung Hoon Watch it. It' s adorable. The plot is ridiculous of course but Junghoon..! epik till the death of me; 2:17 PM Tuesday, October 24, 2006 I'm thinking of replacing the DBSK background with Junghoon's background but i can't bear to remove DBSK. Anyway, replacing it means I have to re-do everything... Should I..? Junghoon's cuteness outweighs any other stars I like(kibum, Yunho, Max..(hides from their fans)) epik till the death of me; 2:29 PM Friday, October 20, 2006 Yup. It's happened again. I now like another Korean singer/actor. His name is Kim Junh Hoon and he is by far, the oldeat Korean guy i've fell for, 26, though he looks like he's 17. He's one of the princes in Goong:princess hour. he acted as a 19 year old prince who wants to be king(Or something. i haven't finished watching it yet.)Most importantly, he's cute. epik till the death of me; 5:47 PM Tuesday, October 17, 2006 GAH! I know I just posted minutes ago, but.. I love Leehom! I know, I know, I was just gushing about Kibum and now Leehom? I can't help it. I was flipping through the Asain Fanatics forum and read some quotes about Leehom from his celebrity friends and it was so sweet... A few of my favs. Xiao S – Leehom is not only wonderfully awesome too look at, he is so talented. Little secret he gets drunk easily. Once we were at Hotpot and Leehom took not even two sips and he was drunk. It’s so easy to take "advantage" of him when he's drunk because he is so clueless. But that time he got drunk we were like, "what after 2 drinks?" Lol he usually gets a bit shy when a girl gets next to him but I sat next to him and I told him I was his finanacial advisor and he believed me. So girls if you want to "chase" Leehom get him drunk first. Just Kidding. It’s hard to imagine since he’s always so clean and prepared in public. Eason – I remember last year the Love Hope concert I was wearing a “dirty” shirt and Leehom couldn’t get it. It was hilarious because we are all adults’ right? And Leehom was all confused. But that shows his mind is clean and uncontaminated haha. Alan Luo- God Leehom is so weird. But it's ok we can we weird together. He reminds me of pikachu. I think he likes to torture me because whenever I talk to him he likes to throw in some english and I don't understand english. Shunza – I love this guy. He’s the type that will be there through thick and thin and he’s so unselfish. You know that he would rather sacrifice himself than someone else. I’ve known him ever since he started and he’s still the same old incredibly sweet 18 year old. It’s hilarious hanging out with him though, because he says the cutest things. And his music is oh-so-wonderful and moving. My mom always goes "why can't you bring someone like Leehom home?" Shunza – My mom always goes "why can't you bring someone like Leehom home?" God I'm so convinced he's perfect. His friends all love him. The full post. epik till the death of me; 10:18 AM
► Resisting tempation sucks. I told my brother hotly that I wouldn't use the computer. The end result? You're looking at it! The album is out TODAY. I'm Kibum obsessed. It's worse than my obsession with Yunho(someone tried to poison him. Mean bitch. But I'm not as crazy as those fangirls. They actually signed a petition to put the bitch in jail!). epik till the death of me; 9:49 AM Tuesday, October 10, 2006 CHANGMIN'S ROLE IN 'SNOW FLOWER' BEING REPLACED BY KIBUM OF SJ As the title says it... for those of you who don't know it yet...yeah... ChangMin is not taking up the part in that drama (whom he'll play the boyfriend's role of Go Ara).. that drama will not goin to be cancelled off but instead, the male lead was taken up by Kim KiBum from Super Junior. although SJ's schedule is equally full but they are not going to have their promotional activity (for upcoming album) until early next year and by that time, this drama is scheduled to be done so yeah...he's the choice for the replacement ^^ (Crazy fangirl in me submerging.)OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. How wonderful is that? I would love to see Changmin act(Even though he can't) but Kibum....!!!!!!!! AAAHH! I wish I was on XMan(its a Korean Gameshow)! They SING to the girls and DANCE for the girls. Junsu.. You're slowly becoming my favourite. Can you surpass Yunho and Max? epik till the death of me; 11:44 AM
► Oh my god. I just realized I've hit the 60th post! With Dongbangshinki releasing a new album, I've been swamped with stuff to do online and well, blogging isn't on top of the list. I haven't checked on the AsianFanatics forum for just two days and it has grown 20 pages! Anyway.. Exams.. I think I crashed both papers. Oh well, if I cared, I would be studying right now. I just watched an adorable clip of DBSK and everyone was going "OHMYGOSH he's so cute!" and some guy commented "Lol. Asians". It just struck me as funny. Only Asians will idolize their well' idols like that. epik till the death of me; 11:24 AM Saturday, October 07, 2006 I haven't updated in a long time, and won't again till two weeks later. Yesterday, my inconsiderate family dragged me out to Midvalley to celebrate the liberation of my sister(her PMR is over), while completely forgetting the fact that MY exams were just two days away. Yesterday was also the Mooncake Festival. I made some last minute plans and went to my friend's house to further pollute the already hazy sky by lighting candles and setting little bonfires. Needless to say, I didn't get any studying done. And I won't today either. epik till the death of me; 4:54 PM Sunday, October 01, 2006 DBSK may have flaws(I'm certainly not going to list them out,big fan as I am)but Leehom certainly doesn't. My friend and I tried to think of one but we couldn't! He's smart,can sing well, looks good in every photo(professionally taken or not, plays several instruments,was a baseball MVP and oh my god his concerts! He's the kind of guy your parents will love, the kind of guy every right minded girl would want. So would I if he were younger(by like 15 years).But he's not. That's why I fantasize after Max, Yunho and Kibum. Our age gap,though still big, is smaller... Besides, liking Leehom is too common => epik till the death of me; 12:50 PM |