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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Monday, February 26, 2007 Pabo SM. PABO SM! There's rumours going around that they want to let Jaejoong go solo and replace JJ with a chinese member. SM, listen to my advice, this money making scheme is not going to work. DBSK is the family breadwinner, DON'T SCREW IT UP LIKE YOU DID WITH SHINHWA. epik till the death of me; 9:05 AM Sunday, February 25, 2007 I laugh at SM's stupidity. Oh well, at least we benefit. What AM i talking about really? Well, read this. You know how SM confiscated all cellphones/cameras? SM did a HORRIBLE job with the confiscations and stuff. I mean they did a nice job taking them away from people, since only a couple people managed to capture some fancams, but they were horribly disorganized and incompetent in getting the girls belongings back to them. In fact, most girls had to wait until the wee hours of the morning just to get their stuff back! Including all cellphones and cameras. The SM employees basically just took everyone's things and put them on the ground, so after the concert ended everyone had to go look for their stuff THEMSELVES, and you can imagine how much of a hassle that would've been with 12,000 girls trying to find their things.A mother even went up onstage and took the microhone to scold SM and their employess for dong a crappy job. And while the mother went off, Cassiopeia cheered her on. Girls who lost their items WERE paid whatever amount to compensate for their losses, but it was still hectic. Doesn't SM even think about stealing either? I mean, with 10,000+ cellphones lying across the floor, don't you think it would be kinda easy for people to pick up an extra couple cellphones if they wanted to? Because of how horribly it went, SM decided not to confiscate cellphones and cameras for Sunday's concert; thus we will have massive amounts of goodies to watch! Finally, a SMART decision from SM. epik till the death of me; 2:36 PM Saturday, February 24, 2007 Blogger basically forced me to switch to the new blogger but I just realised i could change the colour. Now, why couldn't they have a strikeout button?Posts on Suju are blue, post on dongbang are red. I hate the new suju song, rokkugo. Its too catchy. The song is so degrading. I like the MV though, its cute(also degrading ><) Thank god Hae isn't it. Did I mention? Suju made a new subgroup, SujuT. They conviniently left Donghae out. I mean, theres already KRY so the three boys aren't in it. Shiwon, Hankyung and Kibum are always missing. The other 6 are in SujuT. That leaves.. A very free Donghae. DONGBANGSHINKI, COME TO MALAYSIA ALREADY, DANG IT! You know what I'm hyperventilating about? DONGHAE WAS YUNHO's GUEST! They sang a song together, a song yunho composed himless. self, no The concert kicked off with "The Way You Are" and "Million Man". Followed by "Rising Sun" etc. They performed "Miduhyo"and "You Are My Miracle". Xiah had performed his self composed song, "My Page" for the 1st time. Micky performed Brain Kelly Mcknight's "One Last Cry". Uknow Performed his self composed "Spokesman". Max performed Extreme's "When I First Kiss You". Hero performed FLOWER's "Crying"After 'O' and 'Remember'. 'Balloon', 'Fool', 'Hug' ends the 2hrs concert. Anyway, I saw a guy who really, really reminds me of Heechul. My mom was buying a new phone, i was staring at heechul, i mean, the guy. Sigh, Heechul nuna oppa, i wanna meet you~ epik till the death of me; 8:59 PM Thursday, February 22, 2007 Ono! suju's dorm caught fire! "This was/is Heechul, Kibum, Hankyung, Jay, and Hanjaeheebum's apartment building The little blurb on the bottom says "On the first day of the new year 18th at around 1 pm, a fire started onthe 7th floor of KyungNamGoo ChungNamDong's XXX apartment building and a firetruck was called, but the fire was put out after it burned everything." A grandpa died. *rest in peace* Heechul: "The day after new years, I took advantage of the hospitality of Eeteuk's house, but starting today (the interview took place on the 21st) I have no place to sleep so it's a big problem. At times like this, it would have been useful if I had a girlfriend..." This pic is cute >< 
WHY IS EVERYONE BLOND? First joongie(who looks SO hot in it) then Sungmin, the eeteuk then Kangin then Shindong...epik till the death of me; 3:01 PM Wednesday, February 21, 2007 An excerpt from Leehom's cousin's blog. "We had over 100 people in attendence at the Eaglewood Resort and Spa near Chigago in the town of Itasca. This was the first reunion in about 70 years. At one point there was a talent show and Lee-hom sang some songs for us which people were agog over. He’s very talented. I think I don’t quite appreciate how popular he is in Asia… In fact, it kind of takes me by surprise every time I hear about it. He’s a main actor in the next Ang Lee movie, by god (and no, it isn’t Brokeback Huan Shan or anything like that). What was particularly cool was that our uncle, Li Chien-fu, was also there. He’s the original singer of Dragon’s Descendents back in 1978 or so… you know, that really, really famous Chinese anthem that basically has been adopted by Chinese people around the world as a unifying song… well.. maybe you didn’t know. I didn’t really until the reunion, either, though I’ve heard the song before. Anyway, apparently, Lee-hom covered that song a few years back and even threw in some rapping. Well, they did a duet which seemed like it was a historic occasion" Oh wow that is so cool. I wish my family reunions were like that. Who knew Leehom's uncle sang long de chuan ren? epik till the death of me; 9:15 PM Tuesday, February 20, 2007 Happy chinese new year~ I bought Prince in prague~ I bought Prince in prague~ I also bought a 200 page book on TVXQ+fanfics I'm in heaven My posts are becoiming shorter. Bad me. I might as well piost a million pics to fill in the space. Sexy kyung   baby hae.   since donghae is cheating on hyukjae with ryeowook, Hyukjae went to sungmin  epik till the death of me; 3:37 PM Friday, February 16, 2007 Happy birthday my little birthday boy changmin. its a little early, not the 18th yet. Should i use BOY to describe him? He's so manly now.. epik till the death of me; 10:24 PM Thursday, February 15, 2007 Valentines day just passed. I hate my school. It is perhaps the most pitiful school in terms of valentines day celebrations. This maybe is because there are no Interact or Leo clubs in my school(also no chinese/malay/english society or anything else thats fun). They basically banned valentines day in school. Demerit + confiscation if caught exchanging gifts. To all non-SMK students, let me explain demerits. You get merits points every year(Other schools 100, my school 40) and every time you do something wrong , you get demerits, which means your points get deducted. When all your points are used up, you will a. get counselling or b. be suspended or c. get expelled epik till the death of me; 11:04 AM Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2nd korean star suicide in two weeks. Now I'm really worried about Teuk. He's been leaving disturbing messages at even more disturbing times. Why is he awake at 4 in the morning anyway? He wrote 2 posts at 4, a couple at 3. And with anti-fans bashing him lately, I'm really really worried. His entry: 24 hours a day..prank calls... Either cussing..or..speaking impolitely.. Calls and text messages during broadcast..prank texts sent with the members' numbers.. Hundreds of calls like this a day... What is the receiver supposed to do? If you think it's not wrong..to continue to do so, I'll be indifferent.. epik till the death of me; 9:00 AM Sunday, February 11, 2007 This sucks. I have less and less things to do online but when I try to do stuff I'm supposed to do, ie, homework, my temper flares and I get impatient. So now I'm playing all the sad songs (SGwannabe songs,Hyesung and Junjin songs), chugging cokeand basically feeling sorry for myself. Theres nothing else to write in Asianfan because I'm in there every single day.. epik till the death of me; 1:06 PM Saturday, February 10, 2007 我們的愛是你的翅膀﹐ 給你穿越風雨的力量﹐ 你的微笑是我們的信仰﹐快樂懮傷有我們和你分享 我們的愛是你的翅膀﹐ 給你穿越風雨的力量 你的幸福是我們的願望﹐一起打造一個屬于你的天堂~ Thats part of the song fans wrote for HanKyung. The MV, me no likee, the song? I love. epik till the death of me; 4:04 PM Friday, February 09, 2007 Happy birthday Kyungie!韩庚哥哥生日快乐!身体健康！ Friend: I love the cute guy in SUJU! Me: Donghae? Friend: He can sing so good live! Me: Oh you must mean Kyuhyun then That was what I thought before I heard him singing on Chinchin and I'm like, ooo he can sing. Then the other people start singing and I'm going, Okaaaaay, he definately can sing compared to them. So baby Hae,I have all the more reason to love you~!  The drama that made me fall in love with him.  
I'm typing the only hateful thing I'll ever put in here. You little bitch, get a life, preferably FAR FAR away from mine. Stop being a drama queen, stop using the word KAWAII and STOP complaining to a certain boy about me! I don't want to hear your screechy little whiny voice., I don't want to see you in all your short glory in front of me - ever. Why didn't you go to SMK kk anyway?
With that finally said, I move on.epik till the death of me; 7:52 AM Tuesday, February 06, 2007 YUNHO~ Saengil Chuka Hamnida 생일축하합니다! Yeah, thats basically all I have to say. I spent most of my day going to the Suju boys' cyworlds. I FINISHED MY GIRL~ epik till the death of me; 8:18 AM Sunday, February 04, 2007 Sungmin has a pink skooter which he named Byulee(Star). Which NORMAl 21 year old guy does that? But its Sungmin, so fans love him even more. I can keep lying to myself that I don't want to go to Leehom's concert, but I'll still feel bitter. If my sister wasn't going, I wouldn't care so much. How will I feel on the 3rd of March when my sister sets off happily to the concert and I have to rot at home studying because the exam is two days later? I've expanded the circle of music I listen to. I've been listening to SGwannabe lately. Their songs are nice but I don't think their album is released here. Come on, TOP SELLING ALBUM IN KOREA. Surely, there are Malaysian fans too. My sister likes Hyesung so I listen to him. Personally, I like Eric better, but Eric doesn't solo. i listened to ss501's unlock and battle's crash. Kim Jong kook's voice is so girlish. Oh, they're all were/are part of boybands. I don't just like boybands, I like CSJH's My everything. Please don't remind me that they're a girlband. I like Yunha's Audition(I saw her live in Korea~) and Eru's black glasses. SEE? epik till the death of me; 1:40 PM Friday, February 02, 2007 Yunjae or more famously known as Jaeho, makes me giggly. Sigh.. In one of Lee Dongwook's movie, they got him to sing the title song! Sure, its so synthesised you can't hear him but its cool anyway. MyGirl is so cute. I even kinda like Junki now! I can't stop replaying DBSK's live concert CD just to hear Hyukjae rap in AllRise. the first sentence is "Stop that cos you don't know this cat" or something like that. Its the most English he's ever spoken in a row. I got the Cd the first day it came to Msia. I made the salesman call me if the CD came. I never really listened to it, maybe once or twice and I listened to it yesterday and I was cringing at DBSK's bad live singing in the beggining then I skipped to All Rise.. epik till the death of me; 10:21 PM |