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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Saturday, September 30, 2006 Yay! 8TV is going to have dramas like Goong, Devil Beside You and Silence soon! Man, I'm gonna be a TV freak soon. I mean, have you seen the cutie (Kim Jung Hoon) from Goong: Princess Hour? Galaxie sucks! They insulted TVXQ! Freaking cute! epik till the death of me; 10:46 AM Thursday, September 28, 2006 DBSK's album will be released tomorrow. I wonder when it'll be released in Malaysia? Rob-B-hood will also be released tomorrow. i wanna watch it but... my exams are next next week and every attempt I make to study fails. Most mornings I watch the Leehom Taipei concert DVD i just bought. Most nights I listen to DBSK... I have concetration problems.. epik till the death of me; 8:40 PM Wednesday, September 27, 2006 Nicholas Zhang Dong Liang's blog! http://www.wretch.cc/blog/nicholas01 He has a little too much time on his hands, typing in Chinese. i'm bored. i really shouldn't be, considering my exams are two weeks away and I should be studying right now. You know what I did the entire night? Unlock all the tracks in the Rally Pro racing game in my phone. epik till the death of me; 9:07 AM Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Somethings wrong with my friendship. Me: Aaah! DBSK is coming off with a new album! I'm so- Her: -Cuts me off and holds hand up- Stop talking about DBSK! HE(pointing to her crush)is so cute! Do you think he notices me? Yesterday before recess, x sat down beside me and then y came and sat down too and then x said "..." So I replied "..." Then we played games for 1 hour and then.." Me: -Looking of ways to escape talking about her freaking crush(who ain't even cute)- Er.. I have to return this book to my friend. Her: Why are you ignoring me like this? Everytime I talk to you, you run away! Me: -guilty-I'm not ignoring you. -Return book to friend and then continue to listen to her- This doesn't stop at school. Oh no. At home, she smses me saying "I'm so happy he talked to me!" an so on and so on, expecting me to waste my money to congratulate her, then waste my money even more to console her when she feels sorry for herself. epik till the death of me; 9:01 AM Sunday, September 24, 2006 I'm thinking of making another blog JUST to rant on about DBSK or SuperJunior because I'm pretty sure people are tired of me talikng about them. Anyway, I'm going to KOREA! From the 22nd of December till the 29th so that means I'll be spending my Christmas surrounded by snow because i'll be in a ski resolt named Phoenix park or something. I wish I could spend it in Seoul though because I know DBSK will have a concert or something and sing songs from A Christmas Gift From DBSK.. epik till the death of me; 2:26 PM Saturday, September 23, 2006 DBSK at a radio station lipsynching hug I love this!!!!! THIS is the reason I love them so much, for their cuteness, not how hot they are. Its so sad how they've matured and hardly do these cute things anymore. Especially the third album. I don't like the hairstyles. epik till the death of me; 2:05 PM
► Singlet + boys = one disgusted me. Well with the exception of Kibum of course. He could run into the street completely naked and I'll still approve.(of course I have to be there to witness it^^) Kibum loves wearing singlets for some reason. But he wears it very nicely because he has just enough muscle to pull it off. I'm watching the making of Show Me Your Love mv. 18 guys together = mayhem and lots of mischief. I mean they are so adorable on the carousel,waving to the camera doing peace signs... epik till the death of me; 12:22 PM
► I rewatched the DBSK photoshoot for one of their photobooks and I must say THEY LOOK HAWT. Excuse me for the spelling of hot but thats the only way to describe them. I realise that I have almost all of the photos they took. Micky is there has the nicest hairstyle I've seen on him yet (have you SEEN the third album's hair???. Max was just this subdued little (little enough for a 186cm guy anyway) THING that just stands there playing pinball. Hero and Xiah were very lively, jumping around. Yunho was well, Yunho, doing his I'm the leader therefore must be the most serious and matured one thing Then they let the DBSK boys take hold of the cameras. Boy, they are all CAMWHORES! Xiah was holding the camera for a shot of Micky walking ON a fence and Yunho doing a skateboard flipping trick and I couldn't help but wonder why the manager didn't stop them. What if they fell and hurt their legs? epik till the death of me; 12:08 PM Thursday, September 21, 2006 I love the Timeless MV! Hankyung's acting was really good in the rescue part,and the teary eyes..!!! The brief story about the MV: Hankyung and Lee Yeonhee were a couple. Siwon is the bad guy that one day held Lee Yeonhee as a hostage while he was being chased by the police. Hankyung is the police officer who was ordered to catch Siwon. Hankyung found the hostage was his girlfriend and got enraged. Siwon shot Hankyung at his head and Hankyung went into coma. And he was believed unable to wake up so the family decided to give up and donate his organs to other people. Siwon escaped eventually I guess. But Siwon had a heart condition and needed a transplant. You know where Hankyung's heart went. After the transplant, Siwon felt his heart hurts whenever his saw lee yeonhee and then he found out that the heart beating inside his body now belonged to somebody he killed and the guy was the girl's loved one.. So far-fetched yet so romantic.. epik till the death of me; 10:58 AM
► I have, in my 13 years, yet to find a soulmate. I have BEST friends, but not soulmates. I usually have a couple of best friends. For example, one best friend is to talk computers with, another to talk about BOYS, another one about English music and another for Chinese music. We can talk about ANYTHING of course, but normally my close friends or best friends only have ONE thing in common with me. Its so sad that I have more in common with a guy than my girl friends. I can talk with them about music, computers, my old school... Mostly though, they ask me about a subject I'm sick of: Maplestory! Darn you Maplestory, brainwashing my friends. epik till the death of me; 9:54 AM Wednesday, September 20, 2006 ... They removed Changmin from his drama 'snow flower' because of his apparently hectic schedule. Why are they so busy? Well... They're releasing a new album on the 28 or 29th of September! Yay! Ohmygosh, that'll mean I'm be spending a hundred more ringgit on them, buying their new Japanese and Korean album. I've spent..Lets see.. *500+100=..?600!* Six hundred ringgit on them! Eep! This is the most expensive obsession yet! Hmm.. On other matters, I hate their new hair!!! Well, maybe not Xiah's, its cute, but I hate their new hair! What happened to the five shy,innocent boys with the adorable haircuts and dorky attitude in Hug? Then again, Max was 15 or 16 then and the others around 17(Depends on which photo you look at. They debuted in 2003)Why do i feel the need to drone on about them? I bought two albums the other day, Tri-Angle and DBSK's first live concert. Now I'm addicted to The Way You Are and Geurigo(Holding Back The Tears) and most importantly, Junsu's adorably sexy voice singing Beautiful Thing It's about the way you are epik till the death of me; 10:16 AM Sunday, September 17, 2006 I send about 30 smses on Fridays, 50 on weekdays and 15 each day for the rest of the week. It accounts to around 190 smses per week and only RM3.00 per week. I reload RM30 per month so as you can see, I have lots of credit left over. What do I do with them? Well, for one, I have caller ringtones(RM 3 per month). I also download stuff, themes, ringtones, games... I COULD use post-paid and save cash, but then my mother would see how many smses i send per month, and its a scary amount. epik till the death of me; 2:32 PM Saturday, September 16, 2006 If you asked me who I like better between DBSK or Leehom, I'll answer Leehom. If I could only go to either one of their concerts and you asked me to choose, I can't. DBSK rocks and all, and their dances moves and singing ability are awesome, but they can't speak the languages I speak. But then again, they tour with Superjunior and I get to listen to yummy Hankyung speaking Chinese and listen to Kibum speak English. Leehom on the other hand can sing but can't dance. Even so, he speaks Chinese and English and somehow his concert versions of the songs are always nicer. The most wonderful part of concerts (other than seeing your idols live), is when fans sing together, all those voices blending together. Even in some cases where the fans don't even understand the language but still manage to sing along. epik till the death of me; 12:36 PM
► My room is horribly GIRLISH. When the renovations on the house and we could decorate it four years ago, I was in this purple phase. I chose purple for my walls, purple and blue for my curtains, my bedsheet. Half the clothes in my dresser(which thank god wasn't purple) were purple. I grew out of the phase and out of my purple clothes soon enough. Now, all the purple clothes are replaced with black clothes but I haven't gotten around to repainting my walls. Purple walls aren't so bad, better than pink. The word 'purple' is starting to make no sense by the end of this entry.. epik till the death of me; 12:28 PM Wednesday, September 13, 2006 Its almost my turn for English oral. More than half the class has done it and I know all the topics. While my friends are fretting about getting "What's your favorite colour and why?"(I'm gonna say blue and green even though my fav colour is black because you can't just say 'Black represents death and its cool so I like it' can I?), I'm worrying about a VERY simple title, What's your ambition. That's because I don't have one. I suppose I could kiss butt and say teacher but honestly, to me, being a teacher sucks. I mean it's an enlightening job and all, very rewarding bla bla bla but the pay isn't much, and the workload plenty... epik till the death of me; 11:08 AM Tuesday, September 12, 2006 I have a lot of stupid fears. For example, fish. I'm not afraid of fish IN water. Just fish out of water or dead fish. But for some reason, BIG fish out of water don't scare me, just little ones. I can stand those dead fish in the supermarket, and of course the cooked ones on the dinner table. See? I'm picky about what I'm AFRAID of. I'm also for some reason, afraid of lion dances. I know they're just people dressed in a costume dancing around, but I'm still afraid when they approach me. And another stupid fear, my garden at night. I imagine things like wolves or a bad guy or a vampire jumping up on me.. epik till the death of me; 11:11 AM Monday, September 11, 2006 Me and my friends had a little trip back memory lane the other day. We talked about our LickHung(my old school) days. She sighed, "I wish I were still in Lickhung." Almost all my friends thinks that way. They think primary school life is better. I don't. Maybe it's because I'm not close with my ex-classmates. I didn't even shed a tear when we graduated. Or maybe it's because my friends all look back with rose-tinted glasses. Not me. For every nice memory I remember, there's two horrible memories. Like the stress we suffered(how come no one remembers that?), the long hours,all those stuff we had to memorize and the..*shudder* cane. I don't believe in looking back in the past. No matter how much we want to, we just can't turn back time. Instead of being nostalgic everyday, why can't we live in the present and be happy? Heck, I don't even look into the future! I'll simply go with the flow. epik till the death of me; 10:27 AM
► My dad came back from his business trip. Other daddies bring back teddy bears, shirts or toys as souvenir. My daddy brings back shrimp in a sphere. Actually, his friend gave it to him. Its called an ecosphere and apparently you don't need to feed it or change its water or anything. Just let it sit there. It works like this: Sunlight makes algae grow, which acts as food. The algae breathes in carbon dioxide and breathes out oxygen. I'm gonna go stare at them now. epik till the death of me; 10:17 AM Sunday, September 10, 2006 I can't believe it! i just accidentally deleted my favourite few Dbsk songs. Okay, i broke my resolve not to mention them but I'm just so pissed now. epik till the death of me; 3:16 PM Saturday, September 09, 2006 Its raining. With thunder and lightning. As if describing how I feel now. Well, no, not really. In fact, I'm really perky right now. It is raining, though. I'm turning my blog into one of those mindless, uncreative ones. I noticed that the last ten or so entries are about DBSK or SJ. I want this blog to be filled with deep words that confuse my friends and write with proper sentences as to annoy them more. I promise to not write about Dbsk or Sj for another 5 entries. That's as long as I can resist. epik till the death of me; 3:39 PM Thursday, September 07, 2006 
Kibum looks so cute sleeping. i wanna hug him.epik till the death of me; 10:49 AM
► Here I am, wasting another morning sneaking online when I could've been doing my Malay essay which was due erm.. two days ago. Doesn't matter I'll copy it off someone like i always do. Look at this interview I found off a site. Its adorable! Q. Who is the most popular in the whole DBSG group? A. Hero: Well, we're all popular in different ways... Xiah: Yeah. Girls like Micky because he's cute,Max because he's nice, Yunho because he's anly, Hero because he's pretty, and Me because I'm perfect! Hero: No! Girls like me because I'm handsome. Micky: No, I'm the best looking. Uknow: Well, I'm the leader so I get to be the most popular. Hero: Fine. (A/N: They were joking and laughing for the top question. they aren't full of ego.) Q. What is your ideal girlfriend? A. Uknow: I like pretty girls with big eyes and long hair. I like to look at the eyes alot so her eyes have to be pretty. Height should be about to my shoulder-nose area. Plus, I like girls that can carry a conversation.( I can carry a conversation, I reach somewhere around your chin, I have shoulder length hair,will that do?) Hero: He's a picky one. Max: How about cute girls hyung? Micky: Max, that's YOUR ideal girlfriend. Max: Well, guys mostly like cute girls! Micky&Xiah: True.. We like cute girls too. Hero: Me too! I think. I like all girls. Well, if they're korean, or else I can't communicate with them. Max: I like girls that can speak english! (I can speak English!) Uknow: We KNOW! [laughter in the room] Q. Who works the hardest? Max: Everyone works very hard but I'd have to say Hero hyung works the hardest. Hero: We all work on singing but when we're not doing that, we do different things together. Xiah: hero and I sing more, Uknow dances, Micky writes lyrics, and Max just jumps around and eats food. Uknow: SO TRUE! Max: No it's not! But sometimes, I think Uknow hyung works the most. Since he's the leader and stuff. Micky: Yeah, we all have our own interests but we always support our other team members. Q. What's one thing you want to do with you girlfriend? Micky: EVERYTHING! Xiah, Max, Hero, Uknow: US TOO! Q. Do you guys have any ideas of getting a girlfriend soon? Hero: Nope. We're way too busy for that right now. Xiah: We have to focus on our career. Micky: It would be nice to have a girlfriend though... Max: I never had one, so I wouldn't know. (You know, I wouldn't mind being your girlfriend if you asked..) Uknow: Our careers are the first things in our mind right now. Hero: We have enough time for girls! We like girls!Just playing Just playing. Xiah: You mean, you like girls! Q. Who does most of the housework for your home? Max: Hero hyung! He cooks and cleans! Xiah: He's like our mom, but he's a man. Hero: I'm just a tidy person! And I like cooking. Micky: Yeah. We always leave our stuff behind and he always tells us to pick it up or something. Uknow: (laughs) epik till the death of me; 10:31 AM Tuesday, September 05, 2006 I discovered this reality series on Suju in youtube.. Its called Fullhouse and is freaking cute and funny. Best part: Lots of Kibum and NO Shindong! Not that I have anything against him, cept for the fact that he's fat.And I can't stand fat people. I should like Heechul.. Considering we are born on the same day. Sadly, he reminds me of a villain. Kibum.. What's not to love about Kibum? He's 19(younger than yunho!), he lived in US for five years and knows English(better than you, Micky!), he's really smart(he has an IQ of 138, Max may be smart but not THIS smart),he can cook(how's that, Jaejoong?), he can act(I know you all can), he can dance!,he boxes and finally, he's hot(no offense, Junsu, I loooooooooove your voice and everything,but i love him better). epik till the death of me; 7:58 AM |