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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Monday, March 31, 2008 THEY FUCKING CANCELLED THE CONCERT What the hell right? Do you know how we were informed? We only knew when we REACHED there. The Ci rep, instead of explaining, CRIED. Imagine this: 1000 (?) fangirls standing outside the venue, waiting for HOURS, nd getting no response. We're not even sure if they'll pay us back. Its not FtIsland's fault, but everyone is saying, "I HATE FT NOW." http://k-popped.com/2008/03/cancellation-of-ft-island-concert-in.html look. i'm in half these pictures XD i'm even in my local newspaper. http://k-popped.com/2008/03/cancellation-of-ft-island-concert-in.html I'm in 3 pics. LOL. And I'm in the local newpaper too.  epik till the death of me; 2:46 PM Sunday, March 30, 2008 FUCK CI. I waited for SE7EN hours yesterday and DIDN'T EVEN GET A SIGNATURE. They were 3 hours late. WTF? SEVEN hours, no drinks, no food, on foot. After they left, I was surrounded by crying fangirls. My friend was pushed down, separated from her sister AND TRAMPLED. People fucking stepped on her. She has a limp now. I don't even care for the signature but now my friend is hurt and my sister's birthday was ruinned. Yes, it was her birthday. I would burn down Ci, but that would be illegal. I don't blame FT, but I admit I am NOT looking forward to the concert tonight. A lot of fans sold their tickets right away. epik till the death of me; 12:06 PM Friday, March 28, 2008 I wrote this for sommpi. I'll just post it here. ZOMG YAY I STALKED FTISLAND AT THE AIRPORT. I went there with three other 18/19-year old girls and when we reached there, we were stunned. ELEVEN PEOPLE? SO I went around talking to every one. If you went, yeah, I'm the girl -THE ONLY ONE YOUNGER THAN ALL FTISLAND MEMBERS, SO HAH, YOU NUNA FAN- that talked to you while you stared at me and wondered if you knew me. Thankfully more people arrived. There were.. 30? So we waited. Till 5.30. Or something. Who looks at their WATCH when FTISLAND appears? Jaejin wore blue, with a hat. Hongki was yellow-themed, wearing a white shirt with yellow patterns and a yellow hat. wonbin wore WHITE, white shirt, white-rimmed sunnies. Minhwan wore blue and red-rimmed sunnies. Jonghun, well, we all know he was stuck inside. And so we begun the whole SCREAM-RUN-CHASE-PUSH senario. We were surprisingly well behaved, I assure you. They went on a bus. WHY BUS. DBSK got cool black cars with black tinted windows. AND POLICE ESCORT. MINHWAN! He puffed up his cheeks and did V signs and waved. I WANNA GLOMP THAT DORK. WONBIN! Appeared for a few seconds and disappeared from view JAEJIN! Was in view the whole time, but his arm blocked his face. why block your pretty face? He did do V signs though. HONGKI! Hongki was moody, no smiles. He was the only boy who was clearly visible. He did a V sign once for the media camera that was beside me though. He stood up, talked to the staff. Seemed fed up, stalked down the bus, went to the van and flipped through it. I saw that he seemed unhappy so I put down my camera and stood a distance from him. He didn't find what he wanted and went back to the bus. Minutes later, they departed. So, they went down a elevator to get two floor downs, right? Me and my friends went onto the elevator they were in and started fangirling, much to the confusion of the other people in the lift. "OMG WONBIN STOOD HERE!" *camwhores "AND JAEJIN WAS HERE!" *camwhores more* Two air stewards gave my friend a very weird look as she took one final picture of the lift. Oh btw, I saw two boxes of Shin Ramen in the van, so I assume thats their late night snack. ANYWAY I bought another copy of The Refreshment so me and my sister each have one. Where is mine? Still untouched in my room, in its plastic. epik till the death of me; 9:19 PM Wednesday, March 26, 2008 The two songs -Shinhwa's 다시 한 번만 One More Time and Rain's Anydream- repeated themselves yet another time on Winamp. The two songs, one fast, one slow, constrasted deeply with each other but Donghae didn't bother to add more songs to the playlist. He wasn't paying attention anyway. His focus was on Heechul's face, the same face he was carefully adding a moustache to on photoshop.Hyukjae peeked over his shoulder and raised his eyebrows at Donghae. "You're suicidal. You're not planning to post this on his fansite or anything are you?" Hyukjae groaned as a huge smile spead across Donghae. Donghae chirped cheerfully, unaware of his impending death, "That's a great idea!" Note to self: Do not feed Donghae ideas. Labels: wordspit. epik till the death of me; 3:16 PM
► We are pleased to inform you that FT Island would be arriving tomorrow (Thursday, 27 March) at 4.50pm flight MH67. There will be free posters given out too so hurry and gather your fans to greet them! Fuck. I have class. epik till the death of me; 3:07 PM Sunday, March 23, 2008 Why the fuck is the blog display all messed up? i'll fix it- later. Fixed. Apparently, deleting a spazz about Donghae's collarbone did the trick. epik till the death of me; 1:57 PM Saturday, March 15, 2008 THE RETURN OF SS501! And the songs are actually half decent! A Song Calling For You is ALMOST addictive! Nevermind the gay dance, they actually did well in their LIVE performances =) epik till the death of me; 10:00 PM Thursday, March 13, 2008 He throws me a smile Brief, sad Leaves me wanting More, more I see him leave His back to me I open my mouth In a soundless scream Calling, calling He's gone Not mine Not anymore Labels: wordspit. epik till the death of me; 11:42 PM Wednesday, March 12, 2008 The dresscode for the Ftisland concert is Sunshine Yellow. Could there be a gayer theme? I stopped by the music store and bought Tohoshinki's third Japanese album, T to prepare myself for the sport which I truly hate. After walking around the whole day searching for a shirt in the shade of the sun, I conclude that sunshine yellow is a @*# ugly colour and no one in the right mind would make clothes of it. Finally, I found a halfway decent shirt and just bought it. I was too parched and tired to care. I sat down with my sis to quench our thirsts while laughing at the English lyrics in T. "At least its better than My Girlfriend. Gingerbreadman's vitality!" she snorted. "How does the entire song go?" I asked. We looked at each other and a smile spread across her face. "Let's buy Runaway!" "As your birthday present!" I agreed. I mulled a while over the choices. Runaway, Two Hearts or Minwoo's Explore, which stated ages 19 and above on its cover in korean and also costs twice as much as the previous two singles? Finally, my sis declared that it was her birthday present and picked Runaway, nevermind it was my money. Five minutes later, I was 55bucks poorer and happily clutching the impulse buy in my hands. I'll regret it by the end of the month, when I'll have to buy two Ftisland albums for the autograph session, one for me, one for my older sis. Regret later, drool at MickyYoochun now. XD To top it off, I met the girl who fangirled with me at the concert! She sat next to me at the concert and we chatted briefly. Surprisingly, we both recognized each other, even though I tied my hair on the concert and she had hers cut since then. This proves that I never forget the people I fangirl with, be it the girl who spoke two sentences to me at the SM Auditions or the girl who I chatted with at TheCross' fanmeet, I remember all their faces clearly. epik till the death of me; 8:30 PM Tuesday, March 11, 2008 If I was half as pretty as Taeyeon or Yoobin, I'll be the happiest person on earth. AND OHMYFUCKINGSHIT. I saw pics of hae stripping in the concert. SEND ME TO HEAVEN 
BEHOLD HOT STRIPPING GIFOh, and yay sungmin!epik till the death of me; 11:29 PM Sunday, March 09, 2008 TODAY WE CELEBRATE THE BIRTH OF YOOHWAN! Who the hell is Yoohwan, you may ask. If you're a TVXQ fan, tsk. How dare you not know? Yoohwan is Ricky Park Yoohwan. Know who he is now? If you still said no, well, he's the hot younger brother of Micky Park Yoochun, aka my husband, which makes Yoohwan my brother-in-law. Okay. Snap out of stalker mood now. epik till the death of me; 8:31 PM Thursday, March 06, 2008 My exams are over and finally, I can relieve myself of the overwhelming urge to write! During the exams words were flying through my brain and forming sentences that I was just dying to write, no, TYPE out. I like writing, but not writing in the traditional way, meaning with a pen. I prefer using electronics. Why? I don't like seeing all these sentences written in my childish writing. It ruins the beauty and the mysteriousness. Fonts in the computer are uniformed in size, colour and style, making it neat. I could type all day, but there so many other things to do, to watch, to reply to. I prefer stories anyway. ANYWAY I don't know if my brain is playing with me, but I'm starting to see Hyukjae everywhere. First it was the LA born Taiwanese boy who won a singing competition and went on the Taiwan show A Million Star. And after it was the form 4 boy who looks like LA boy, therefore resembling Hyukjae. There's a small, scrawny boy in my tuition that I couldn't stop staring. I was wondering why because he simply isn't my type of boy(like i said, small and scrawny) Then it hit me. He reminded me of Hyukjae too! The smile maybe? Oh dear. I think too much about him. epik till the death of me; 9:54 PM |