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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Sunday, December 31, 2006 I'm back! I got only four hours of sleep for the past two days but while my family are all sick, I'm really perky. It was warm for the most part, btween 4-7 celcius. But the last few days, temperatures dropped to -8 to -13. Don't you just hate traveling sometimes? The cold weather killing your skin, no matter how much water you drink, you'll still get dehydrated, you try to sit next to the cute guy with the yummy taiwanese accent but somehow always get seated with the 10-year old twins.. Oh, the last one is just me? Oh well. I bought Christmas Gift From DBSK and a DBSK BeautyStick set. Theres 4 boxes of each guy except for Jaejoong! The person who packed it doesn't like JJ? I saw Prince in Prague. It was BEAUTIFUL. Unfortunately, it costs RM120,which is RM200 cheaper than the ones sold here but still out of my budget. I SAW SHOW TANK! I saw the band BATTLE and a girl I saw on Pops In Seoul the other day. Oh did I mention one of the best things about Korea is watching Korean TV! I watched Suju and Dongbang live 6 times!  Thats Battle with Eeteuk and Eunhyuk. Oh and I saw them shooting something. Drama or movie? I don't know. All I know is that it caused a huge traffic jam because they were filming it in a taxi in the middle of the road. After going to Korea, Malaysia seems so... Can you believe I only played with natural snow for only 30 minutes? That was a snowball fight with the afore mentioned cute guy with the yummy taiwanese accent. We skied of course but that sucked. I could write more but I'm too lazy. Lack of sleep is affecting me. Happy New Years Eve! epik till the death of me; 2:42 PM Saturday, December 23, 2006 I watched Curse of The Golden Flower. Wow. I have never seen so much betrayal in one movie. Its less violent than Battle of Wits thats for sure. First king drugs queen. Queen finds out and wants revenge. Second brother helps her. Oldest brother has an affair with his stepmom aka the queen. Smallest son gets pissed and kills big brother. They all have personal armies! The entire cinema was laughing whenever Jay went onscreen. The show itself wasn't funny. Betrayal, death? But Jay's acting... I haven't been entire honest. I go to the airport today but the actual flight is oo.05 am tomorrow,. Wanna know what I'm wearing? No, you don't but I'll tell anyway. Purple form hugging turtleneck and jeans! epik till the death of me; 8:51 AM Friday, December 22, 2006 100th post! Whoop! Just for fun, i'll answer the questions Dongbang answered in the ALL ABOUT DBSK DVD. I can't answer all of them, I don't write music/have live performances of win awards. Ideal guy(Of course the actual question is GIRL I bet Yunho would've answer Jaejoong I asked him this question. Ideal guy... I'll just write out qualities i like and stuff I don't. LIKE: Taller than me, older than me, good looks wouldn't hurt, sensitive(Micky!), funny.. You know what? Give me Donghae. he fits them all. Dislike: Smokers, shorter/younger than me, serious(Shiwon), very muscular guys(Rain fits this description, Jaejoong's aren't big enough) How do you see yourself in 20 years? The same as Dongbangs vision, married with kids. I don't feel like typing them all out. CHANGE OF SUBJECT~! I've seen so many Donghae pics these two days. You wouldn't believe how cute he is.  Look how beautiful his words are! I love his Chinese! I envy the girl(who the hell is ES?) who got this!!!! Damn! Korea tomorrow! epik till the death of me; 12:26 PM Thursday, December 21, 2006 My grandparents are here. Other then the nonstop chattering, the smell of cigarette smoke(My grandpa smokes. Note: I HATE people who smoke. Its so gross and I can't stand the smell)and my grandmother taking over my room, its been fine. That's because my sis' friend borrowed us Dongbang stuff. The total time of all the DVDs? 10 hours. I amuse myself by watching the Sky MV over and over again. Yunhos rap is adorable. The crusty crap and the cuckoo breeze. The actual lyrics: The crashing waves and the cool cool breeze. Did I mention his pronunciation sucks? Second rap: Look at me, its alwite. ALWITE! God, the Sm album is so addictive! And Tictoc is so cute. Sungmin(MY pink baby), Eeteuk(He looks so good in his recent hairstyle) and Hyukjae(Damn I just love him) danced to it and they were adorable! What do each Suju member remind me of? Donghae - Puppies!(Although he's waaay cuter) Sungmin - Pink / Him bopping around with angel wings Shiwon - Arrows. Him dying horribly in Battle of Wits. Oh gross? Hankyung - Beijing Fried Rice Kangin - His feelings being hurt. Hes so sensitive. =] Heechul - Cinderella, duh. Oh, and my jealousy for him. Eeteuk - Kiss The Radio(its a radioshow) Hyukjae - Monkeys. And paper airplanes(watch Full house and "kiss the radio" to get it Kibum - His darling smile. He brightens up the room Ryeowook - His *cough*gay*cough* voice Yehsung - AB type blood. And Jaejoong nodding his head(Watch making of red sun to understand) Kyuhyun - Aladdin(I can show you the world~ Shining shimmering wonderland~ He sang that A Whole New World song at the ChinChin idol competition. ChinChin idol: think American Idol, with less talent) Shindong - The three bears song. The father bear is fat. Know it? They sang it twice in full house? Oh no! I just found an official Suju pic thread in Soompi! As if I'm not spazzing enough. Did you know most Suju members wear Calvin Klein underwear? If you look hard enough at their concert caps... *evil perverted grin* i just wanna spread the Suju love! http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=80278 Donghae~ My wangjanim! Rest your chin on ME(He loves resting his chin on peoples shoulders!) I can't help it. His bungee jump clip was just too cute. At first, all the people were going crazy about Kibum(me included). I saw kibum and i was like ''Hey, hes cute.'' Then i saw donghae. "Omg hes way cuter!! How come no one seems to like him? Maybe its his hair..." Suddenly, he cut his hair. BAM! He got so popular with the girls! And I wanted him all to myself!http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=80226&st=40 Look at the photos. From CUTE to knock-your-socks-off hot. How does he do it? 99th POST! Korea in two days~! epik till the death of me; 1:57 PM Tuesday, December 19, 2006 There are 72 possible couples in Superjunior . You know, like Eunhyuk + Donghae= Eunhae. I paired everyone up and counted them(I have too much time on my hands). I approve of only about 10 of them. Couples make me giddy.  I made this. Well not really. i just tweaked around with it using Photoshop.  the original version. Which ones better? I'm starting to warm up to the colour pink now. Because Sungmin loves wearing it and ALL boys look so f-ing HOT in pink. The Suju boys each have a favourite style, like Sungmin with his pink clothes and Vondutch cap, Eunhyuk with his striped clothing, Donghae likes wearing sweaters with NOTHING underneath(Thank you, Shiwon, for unzipping his shirt), Kyuhyun wears Adidas/Puma sweatshirts(He shares them with Donghae maybe?)... Eunhyuk(aka hyukjae)is very lucky that his best friend Junsu is also an entertainer and they perform together often. =] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgcCFO45qZU This is just the sweetest clip. Hyukkie can say I love you without gaying it up. Which reminds me. Can anyone tell me how to put links into my posts? I tried and it just doesnt' work. epik till the death of me; 2:20 PM Monday, December 18, 2006 I exercise a lot. And I don't even need to get off the chair! Laughing= burning calories. Burning calories= exercise. Laughing= exercise. I laugh when I watch Suju full house. Therefore Suju fullHouse= Exercise! Get my Hyukgic(short for hyukjae logic. I think like hyukjae)? epik till the death of me; 4:57 PM Saturday, December 16, 2006 I put up my Superjunior poster! Racking brains for something intelligent and non-DBSK/Suju to say. The unfortunate reality of my life: Without DBSK and Suju, I have nothing to do. So let me just reveal random facts about myself. 1. I'm eating a strawberry jam donnut. 2. I'm listening to Tic Toc by Suju. 3. My guilty pleasure: reading fanfics(Which 99% of them are gay pairings, not that I mind) 4. My top 5 visted sites are Asianfanatics, Youtube, Sjfullhouse, Blogger and DBSKExclusive. 5.I'm reading a fanfic. Content spoiler? “Donghae, why are you avoiding me?” I’m avoiding you because I love you, Hyukjae and I’m afraid I might ruin the relationship I have with you now. 5. I need a life. or a boyfriend. or a therapist. 6. I'm scared of fish out of water. stupid fear, I know. 7. I'm jealous of Heechul nim's prettiness. 8. I haven't touched my korean textbook in 3 weeks. 9. I've read 15 books in the last 7 days. Not stupid 100 pages books mind you, I read 4/500 page books 10. I keep ticket stubs of every movie I've ever watched with friends. I told you I have no life. Labels: lists epik till the death of me; 2:44 PM Friday, December 15, 2006 It's Junsu's birthday! I celebrated by buying myself a DBSK photobook, 4 posters(3 DBSK, 1 Suju) and a Junsu phonestrap! Well my mom paid but that doesn't matter. RM650+ spent on Dongbang and Suju. *Sigh* Anyway, how can I not post pictures of my favorite birthday boy?   They should really ask him to endorse beverages.  Nothing says cute better than balloons.  Screw the Playboy bunny girl. Introducing... Playboy Junsu! In 9 days I'll be in Korea. Yay me.I am really liking Sungmin now. He's adorable. Not in the looks department. Well maybe he is cute. I rewatched this(the making of Snow Dream MV) 5 times-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HxGuXJhTc8 ,as many times as I rewatched Angelmin. There's a clip where Sungmin played with a kitten but I can't find it now... Him meowing(which sounds nothing like a cat)is SOHO cute! Dongbang is crazy when paired with Suju. Suju influences people with their 10 year old mentality. See how Hankyung got Jaejoong to make exploding snowballs? I can't explain how much i love Suju. They're fun and really cute(again not refering to looks). epik till the death of me; 8:43 PM Thursday, December 14, 2006 I never really liked Sungmin but how can you not if you watched this clip. Or maybe you'll find it gay. *shrugs* Its called ANGELMIN. http://kerio.cafe24.com/zboard/zboard.php?...sc=asc&no=17881 How I would like to see the day when I walk into a store in MALAYSIA and hear them playing Dongbang carols. But then again, with so many people liking them, I'll feel very... unhappy. To DBSK- more fans= GOOD! To fans- more fans=more competition= BAD. Selfish me. Thank goodness Suju is still relatively new. Its like this: You discover a nice band from Finland or something and you really love their songs and suddenly said band gets featured on CDUSA and now EVERYONE is humming their songs. Its YOUR band and now everyone knows about it. DBSK can't be called MY band because its only been 5 months since I first HEARD about them but with them on the entertainment news half the time I'm not very happy with it. epik till the death of me; 3:48 PM Wednesday, December 13, 2006 I'm not the craziest Suju fan around. Allow me to demonstrate. This is from the SJFullhouse forums, which I used to have 100 posts before the moderators accidentally deleted my account*sigh*. You know you're addicted to SuJu when... 1. When you say "You're so gorgeous!" out of the blue or just for the heck of it 2. When you look for SUJU's characteristic in your ideal guy. 3. When you see a monkey and immediately call it EunHyuk 4. When you start going to your friends and shout "YO TOUCH MAN!!" 5. When you will just shout "SBS SUPER JUNIOR PHULL HOUSEEH" for nothing 6. When somebody says 'super' or 'junior' in a sentence, your ears perk up 7. When someone calls your short you shout and say, "I'm Long!" 8. When you use the end of a jumprope as a microphone just because HeeChul and Eunhyuk did it. 9. When you use a spoon as a microphone just because HeeChul and Eunhyuk did it. 10. When you and your friends take out your cellphones and start making a CF with it. Of course readers who haven't watched Superjunior Fullhouse(which is the best show OUT THERE!) won't get any of this. This list goes on to(the last I checked)number 298. I am guilty for approximately 100 of them. For the full list go to http://z7.invisionfree.com/SJFullHouse/index.php?showtopic=2935&st=0 You can also find 101 reasons why Eunhae is real here. http://z7.invisionfree.com/SJFullHouse/index.php?showtopic=2885 101 reasons why I'm not crazy when I say EUNHAE EXISTS! epik till the death of me; 2:30 PM Tuesday, December 12, 2006 A few badly edited photos to show I really am psycho.   Plus, Jaeho!   Jaejoong=Not happy. I know how you feel. Piggy back me and see how they like it! epik till the death of me; 1:26 PM Monday, December 11, 2006 Time for some picture time and to show I really am crazy.   I said Donghae's mine but Kyuhyun objects.  Kiss me right here. X marks the spot!  Guess where it hit him?*eyes trail down..*  Ahahaha I'm mad. But I googled "DBSK blogs" and I'm reassured to see I'm not the craziest. epik till the death of me; 9:49 PM
► I'm back from Singapore. First things first, they PG-13ed Triangle and O Jungbanhab!! They sing about childhood dreams and flying away on balloons and teen love. Damn, it must really corrupt young minds. They also Pg-13ed one of my brother's favourite albums which has no lyrics so.. *shrugs* Singapore is pretty in its own way, with all the greens and all but they have NO taste in buildings! Who paints a building BLUE and ORANGE anyway? And they charge you S$4 for a can of coke. Thats around Rm 9. Oh, and about Korea? We were supposed to fly on the 21st and spend Christmas in the mountains playing with snow but it rescheduled. So now we'll basically be spending Christmas, Christams eve, New Years eve and New Years in airports and on planes. We arrive home next year and have 2 days to rest before school starts. On the bright side, when people ask me when I'm coming back from Korea, I can answer "Next year!" epik till the death of me; 8:33 PM Thursday, December 07, 2006 Oh god. Donghae, stop playing with your tongue when you're bored. Are you trying to kill me  See? He was on a gameshow and he got bored so he decided to try to touch his nose with his tongue!  epik till the death of me; 3:24 PM Wednesday, December 06, 2006 I rediscovered the joy of Sims 2. And got sick of it 2 days later. I made a TVXQ family and a few selected Superjunior members. Sims 2 supports gay marriage so... Eunhyuk and Donghae, congratulations! There's a Jaeho couple too! And Yoosu and Kangteuk, only I made Eeteuk as a girl, a pretty one at that. Eunhyuk and Donghae even want the same things- to make out, love, hug and kiss Jaejoong! Proves Eunhae is real since they have similiar interests and all. I'm onsidering making myself a character so I can steal Yunho from Jaejoong or Donghae from Eunhyuk or *evil grin* all the 13 boys I created. I watced Battle of Wits and I have to aadmit, it wasn't my cup of tea. First there was all that history things that bored me because I didn't quite get it. Then there was the idiotic hairstyle and the voiceover for Siwon. Aish.. What did i expect? Him speaking Korean or *hahahaha* speaking Chinese? And then he died, with arrows sticking out of him. And all that war and killing just sickened me. Moral of the story? Never stick your nose into other people's wars because the fool of an emperor may turn on you and kill you. Actually, its way deeper than that. On the bright side, I know how to protect a castle now! epik till the death of me; 9:31 PM Monday, December 04, 2006 I had all of Superjunior's songs and only lacked one or two DBSK songs. I even had all the cover songs they sang that was available on the net. I had downloaded Shinhwa's and Rain's album when i had nothing to do(I don't know why i did it. I don't even like them and have never even finished listening to the songs I downloaded) That was before my computer crashed, taking all 300 Korean songs and close to 600 pictures with it. The computer came back all fine, but the documents? All gone. The 300 songs only refer to KOREAN songs, add the Chinese and English songs plus the 20 minute songs my brother listens to? Lets simplify this, my folder is more than one GIGABYTE big. My brother's is half a Gig. We take up so much space i wonder if the reason the computer died is suicide, not homicide. epik till the death of me; 1:58 PM Sunday, December 03, 2006 If you read my blog, you could fake it as a DBSK fan. Just because I'm a fan of them, it doesn't mean I can't see all their faults. I'll list out their faults, one by one. Yoochun dear, how did you survive in America? You went to a normal high school! One of his messages to his fans. "Thanks you all for your support. We pronmise to be more passionable and reasonable." Its so wrong i don't know where to begin. THANKS you. And then there's reasonable. What's a singer to be reasonable about? And inventing words like passionable is fun, right? Yunho.. How do I put this nicely? You can't sing, you can't act and your attempt at writing English rap is plain pathetic. Stick to Korean rap. Not that you're all bad, you're a great dancer. Jaejoong, can you act a little more manly? You don't need to cross your legs when you sit, you know. Changmin, talk more. You're too quiet. See? I know their faults. I missed a member? Oh, Junsu. Let's see. He can sing, he acts better than Yunho(I said better, I didn't say he can act), he can dance, he's adorable, he's outgoing. Help me here? epik till the death of me; 9:43 PM Saturday, December 02, 2006 I must be psycho. How else could you explain me getting up at 1am to study Korean? I couldn't sleep yesterday. You know how it is, all that Superjunior cuteness overload. I tossed and turned and had this sudden urge to brush up on my Korean(See? I'm totally loco). So I read through all my notes, practiced my reading and writing, memorising the words until one hour later, I finally settled down to go to bed. Not because I'm sleepy, oh no, because Im afraid of the eyebags that'll build beneath my eyes if i don't get any sleep soon. Till then i couldn't sleep. Ithink I fell asleep sometime after 3. As if sleeping late isn't bad enough, I had to wake up at the ungodly hour of 10(What? Ten isn't early?)to eat breakfast with my family(My dad's kinda big on the eating together thing, considering we only eat together on weekdays). To add to that, I was hussled from one shopping mall to another the entire day. Not that the new shirts and the magazines with DBSK on the covers didn't make up for it... epik till the death of me; 9:46 PM |