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About Me  jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
kpop. k-indie. k-hiphop. uljjangs. k-models. the boy in header: model kang cheolwoong Links
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Thursday, November 25, 2010 because i want to show off a few pics n_______n first of all, i've got a really really cool eye cookie and you don't.   exams defeat the purpose of education. alright, back to epik till the death of me; 6:53 PM Wednesday, November 17, 2010 this staying up late to study thing is obviously not working out for my complexion. *peers forlornly at forehead* if i lost some weight, would i look better, or would i look scarishly thin? i keep wondering. HIATUS.
see you on the 8th of december. epik till the death of me; 10:31 PM Saturday, November 13, 2010 CONSPIRACY THEORIES!
THE WORLD IS FULL OF THEM!!!1!!ONE!!!
AH! epik till the death of me; 9:55 PM Saturday, November 06, 2010  i've always respected tablo. now that's a really heavy word. respect. but i do, and i think he's the only person i respect. he's always been a special one and he views the world differently from most. there's a thin line between genius and insanity, and sometimes i think he's teetering on the age. geniuses can never be happy. they think too much. they see too much. they hear what they should hear, and not hear what they want to hear. i'm glad he now has a wife to kiss away the tears. i'm glad he has a real reason to live for, that precious little daughter he hides away. when he was a dj for dreaming with tablo radio, he wrote a line or two and posted it up everyday. a blonote. these blonotes are not just quotes that make you think, they're art themselves. he posts a lot of his thoughts. 
In the old days, they used to write poems with quills (feather pens). I wonder if they hoped their thoughts in the words to soar to the sky?
In the world without lovethere would be no smile but there would be no tears either, would there? 
How many words are there to replace the word 'love'?
this is my absolute personal favourite blonote.
everyone says they want to live like a movie, but does it mean that they'll only live for two hours?
sometimes he posts quotes from his own lyrics.
My dream is the dream of the dwarf walking the skyThe dream of the blind clutching rainbow in his hands The dream of the orphan asleep to the sweet lullaby The dream of insolent child who turned the time back My dream is the dream of all mothers in the world My dream is the dream of the mute singing loudly My dream is the dream of the deaf smiling at the whisper of his beloved -from 낙화 in Epik High 5th album and sometimes he quotes someone else. 
Life is a festival. It's a crime not to have fun.
The biggest revenge I could do to the people who harassed me is to live happier than them. It's to make my laughter ring in their ears.
- Murakami Ryu.
some days he makes a promise. i'm going to die on the stage. when his stint as a dj ended, he turned to twitter. "Heart’ contains the word ‘art" 여행, '여'유와 '행'복의 만남. For the dreamer, it always rains. Do not let that make you place a roof over your dream. 창조적으로 살기. 생명을 창조하기. 더 좋은 세상을 만드는 두가지 방법. YouTubes, iPhones and MySpaces... but where are WE? 숲을 보느라 병든 나무 한 그루를 찾지 못하는 '큰 사람'은 되기 싫다.but whatever he says, it touches a chord somewhere in me. there are over 200 blonotes in total. all translated here. take some time off, read them all. find your perceptions changed. because of him i have inspired to be better. not better in terms of grades. not better in terms of personality. just... better. he once said, "“The reasonable man adapts to the world; the unreasonable man PERSISTS to adapt the world to himself. Therefore… all progress depends on the unreasonable man.” let's all be unreasonable. the future is in our hands. ps. some of blonotes here are credited to ladymiro and some i translated myself. epik till the death of me; 9:36 PM Tuesday, November 02, 2010 MY GIRLS CRUSHES. because this was long overdue :D 1. PARK JIYEON 
i love her to insane amounts. she's adorable, funny and she is everything i want to be. MY ROLE MODEL. and she's my age! 
her sense of style is just amazing. even in the practice videos it looks like she just stepped off the runway. her maturity is beyond her years. did i mention that she's adorable? 
2. RYU SERA there's a new girl group named nine muses (i lost count of the members... pretty sure they added a few since debut) and none of them can sing in tune. they're supermodels after all; what do you expect? however, i absolutely love the leader's gaze on stage.  nine muses' newest song, ladies isn't half bad. questionable vocals, but hey look at the legs! sera's part starts at 0:53 to 0:59 and she does the la la la part. the part where they bend over backwards... ♥___♥! i love it. 
3. IU ay, iu is a tricky little one. see, when she debuted she was a proper little lady, nice little frocks and long hair. she was serious on stage, and it was obvious she could sing. her covers of popular songs like big bang's lie brought her some attention, but not enough.  then her company realised hey, this isn't selling! let's make her do the cute concept! and so, she changed her concept, sang a few sickeningly cute songs that undermined her talent and voila, she's now the kpop industry's darling. she's getting tons of gigs and cfs, so it guess it worked out for the best. the best part is? she's bff with my #1 bias jiyeon!!!!  epik till the death of me; 8:48 PM |