About Me jiaqian → fangirl. insane. beware. → am a little twisted, and a lot disturbing, but once you look past the insaneness, i'm quite interesting. → this is a mostly a place for me to wax horrible poetry and post cryptic rants that no one will understand but of late it has evolved into yet another angsty diary. but the last time i checked, that's what blogs are for. →also, lots of typos since i'm normally high (on life, not crack!), tipsy or depressed when i write my posts. seriously. → profanity galore. honest raw emotions. are you squirmy when it comes to emotions? → slightly unhinged. dancing on the edge yet in control. perfection is overrated. The likes ♥
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Credits Layout design by Eefennie. edited by mua. | Friday, June 30, 2006 It's so freaking annoying. Not that I'm saying that they're copying me or whatever, but half of my friends now have friendster blogs...Made in the month I sent them my "check out my new blog!" thing. Of course half those people also HAPPEN to be the people who send me annoying chain mails EVERY SINGLE day. I wish I could send them an email saying, "Stop sending those chain mails or I'll categories all the emails you send me as junk mail and send a virus into your computer and block you in MSN -oh wait. I already do- and....And...You know, threats. epik till the death of me; 8:34 AM Wednesday, June 21, 2006 THE VERONICA.. Damn I love this song "When It All Falls Apart" I'm having the day from hell, It was all going so well (before you came) And you told me you needed space, With a kiss on the side my face (not again) And not to mention (the tears I shed) But I should have kicked your (ass instead) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Don't know where I parked my car Don't know who my real friends are (anymore) I put my faith in you What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours) And not to mention (I drank too much) I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Can it be easier? Can I just change my life? Cause it just seems to go bad everytime Will I be mending? another one ending once again Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No [x2] Falls apart Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended epik till the death of me; 11:20 PM Tuesday, June 20, 2006 Sigh...Can anyone teach me how to repair my link problem? I've tried to take the whole thing away but only succeeded to delete all the words... epik till the death of me; 11:01 AM Friday, June 16, 2006 "One- Simple Plan" We are the lost The ones forgotten And this time The future is ours It's in our hands We're the tear in your eyes We're the blood in your veins We're the beat of your hearts We're the sweat on your face We're the ones that you chase We're the promise that you made We're the voice in your head We're the lies that you said We're the kids that you pushed away We are... We are the lost The ones forgotten And this time The future is ours It's in our hands We are one We're the pride of your lives We're the light shining deep in your eyes We're the choice that you made We're the smile on your face When you sleep at night We're the best thing you had But you left us behind We're the kids that you pushed away We are the lost The ones forgotten And this time The future is ours It's in our hands We are one, one We're the pain that you feel We're the scars that don't heal We're the tear in your eyes We're the reason you cry We're the voice in your head We're the lies that you said We're the best thing you had But you pushed us away We are the lost The ones forgotten And this time The future is ours It's in our hands We are, we are the lost The ones forgotten And we've got nothing to lose Together we stand up tall We are one epik till the death of me; 11:52 AM Monday, June 12, 2006 ☆Sigh..First day of school. I told my mother yesterday: "This will be the first time I sleep before 12 in a month." The more I thought about it, I realised something. I don't think I have slept before 12 since the exams. Come to think about it,I haven't slept before 12 since the beggining of the year! And the end of the last... ☆I just had a thought. The age difference between LeeHom and me is bigger than the age difference between him and my parents. Ew. epik till the death of me; 10:36 AM Saturday, June 10, 2006 ☆ Ah...Football fever is here. For the next month, I will be forced to listen to my friends asking each other their favorite team, only to have the opposition diss said team. ☆ All I can say is,thank god I know more basketball fans than football fans. epik till the death of me; 11:53 AM Monday, June 05, 2006 Still not fixed. I don't know how to, actually. Mom's coming back tonight.. Sigh.. Bye bye freedom. epik till the death of me; 3:46 PM Saturday, June 03, 2006 I've got a problem..For some reason I can't link to my friends...I stole the music from a friend, but its nice, isn't it? My mom is in ... Bangkok now, I think. And my dad works till 7. I might as well enjoy that short-lived freedom until my mom comes back on Monday. epik till the death of me; 12:51 PM
► Some stuff about myself Real Name: Gan Jia Qian Age: i am younger than 200000years old Gender: Take a good guess Birthplace: Malaysia Birthdate: 10/7/199x Hair color: black Hobbies: Er.. Youtube-ing! Do you play any sports?: No? :Favorites: Color black,I guess Type of music: Kpop and Cpop Song: Too many Holiday: Christmas (even though im a buddhist but whatever.) Food: Junk food! Drink: Soft drinks.. Planet: Earth... Thing to do on a hot day: Go on the computer On a cold day: Go on the computer On a rainy day: Go on the computer (noticing a pattern?) ^^ Ice-cream flavor: Rainbow~ epik till the death of me; 11:59 AM Thursday, June 01, 2006 Well, this is my first post. Hey, where are the pretty sparklers and fireworks?? Since you can't customise Friendster Blogs ( which sucks ), I've decided to make a new one. I probably won't tell anyone till theres maybe..20 posts? Its the holidays now, I have lots of free time..Enough to type one entry per day? Yes, but I don't have enough material. Sigh.. Come on... Invite me somewhere..Movies?Ice skating? Anything!! epik till the death of me; 11:39 AM |